Hey .. havent been bloggin for quite a while ... lazy and nothing much to blog i guess ... haha .. im in the stage where im hiding in a corner again and driving all my friends away .. few years back i thought my resolution was to cherish all the people around me .. but im back in the stage where i cant be bothered again .. and im ignoring my friends and driving them away .. what the hell am i doing .. arr whatever .. i dun even know what i want in life anymore .. everythings so fucking messed up ... Im sorry to my friends who those ask me out and i totally ignored their calls, smses .. etc .. i think i tried too hard and finally im the cant be bothered person again ...

Anywayz been squandering all my money trying to keep myself happy i guess money just keeps u happy only for the time being .... ;)

There's a saying .. You like to watch a movie/show over and over again because you know how the ending gonna turn out like .. but things doesnt always go your way and thats how life is ..

Anywayz i will stand up again ... this is just a short time being of falling down and hiding in my corner .. thats how i heal i guess..