Story of a person ..

A boy havent have much role models to look at or decide to be like who in the near future ... most people get their inspiration from people around them or family members or whatever .. he dunno .. he think he starting to realise that he have been too negative (pessimistic) most of the time than he dun realise the good things around him when they were around ..

He have a brother .. who's leading life assumed by him that its much happier although its hard handling a family at such a young age but he's leading life happier without getting involve in other matters beside his family and not need to think of anything else other than his family .. sometimes he envy his brother for making that step although it was too selfish on his part ...

Now this boy is staying with a retarded dad .. who have no priorities at all or care about his family at all .. and a mom who cares too much of her husband but the husband doesnt care about her at all .. and she's facing money difficulties and all she could turn to is the boy which is her only one left by her side .. she chose to do an easier job and shes earning less but shes not changing her expenses and she keep realising at the last minute she have no money left .. how irresponsible can she get .. and the retarded dad that is her husband dont even bother to give her or his family money ... and be thrifty or spend it on other craps besides his family ... sighh ..

While im typing this .. i feel so sad for the boy .. being stress over his personal problems himself and he's being trap in a family crap which he have to go home to everyday ... I just hope he can hang on really tight and not just fall off anytime ...

The boy just dont understand why his mom need to hold on to such a moronic bastard or keep a husband as inhuman as that .. he dont even compromise .. or think about others .. all he cares is his ego and himself and i dun even know how to describe the boy's father .. its just totally inhuman ... and he dun understand why would any wife hold on to a husband like that and suffer her whole life when she could just break it off and live happier being together with him makes no difference but making her son and her suffer so much ... SIGHHH !!@!#!@$@!#

The boy really gives up ... he have nothing more to say just wish he have someone by his side as a companion ... T_T !!