Wednesday .. yesterday didnt do nothing much went to work as usual back from the cny holidays ... wooo ... wednesday blues haha crappin ... anywayz after work went meet atik for dinner ... and she was off to work ... was wanting to eat at QIJI but was close haha .. cause my mom was working full shift ... would be alone at home .. After dinner she just went off to work and i went home boring life hahaha ...

Than today was worst ... my mom told me she started afternoon shift already wth .. no plans today wanted to ask someone out to eat again but got lazy should just slack at home and rot ... had maggi which is so unhealthy but who cares im darn lazy .. so yeaa .. haha was deciding to buy food but have no idea what crap to eat goshh ... so much for being independent haha ...

Lets see hows tmrw gonna be alright .. haha ... well byee ... im bloggin boring shit ... cause nothing happen and im being bored and lazy and so need to quit this cant be bothered attitude ... 0.o !

I've been losing my mind
I've been living a lie
I've been running away
For so long
I try to put on a face
And cover my heart
But I'm needing it now
So bad

I don't know
How I feel
Maybe I'm mad
Or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth
Can't speak my mind
Don't know what Ill say
I'm just thinking out loud
Thinking out loud

No, no I cant explain
What's happened to me
I feel like I'm right
And wrong
Inside everything's upside down
Everything's spinning around
And it's freaking me out

I don't know
How I feel
Maybe I'm mad
Or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth
Can't speak my mind
Don't know what Ill say
I'm just thinking out loud

If only for a day
I could be free
I bet you'd feel the same
If you were me
I'm gonna spit it out
Just let go.
I've been losing my mind
I've been living a lie
I've been running away
For so long

I don't know
How I feel
Maybe I'm mad
Or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth
Can't speak my mind
I don't know what Ill say
I'm just thinking out loud
I'm thinking out loud
Thinking out loud
Can't find the truth
Can't speak my mind
I don't know what Ill say
I'm just thinking out loud

Wee .. meet up atik at her workplace and catch a movie .. The wedding game!! it was funny and nice .. And the movie theater was really full ... so much for chinese new year when like 3/4 of the theater was all chinese hahaha ... =P! Nothing much to talk about but the show was quite nice not bad .. had sushi from ramen tan too !! blablabla ..

Thursday and Friday was nothing much at work as usual actually i cant remember what i did on that day anymore damn i have STM (Short term memory haha) so better blog what i remember happen on sat and today which is suppose to be sunday an hour or so ago ..... hmphh .. well saturday was slacking at home with my mom since she was off also .. and was planning to slack the whole day at home till my aunt ask us out to tampines mall to go out and chill and buy some stuffs. My mom is having neck back pain or whatever .. and she kept telling me over and over that its painful but she doesnt want to go to doctor and whatever and im not sure how to help sighhh ... but eventually we meet up with my aunt at tampines mall .. after walking there went simpang bedok to eat ... yummm ate nasi pattaya and others had mee goreng .. and whatever i forgot or i lazy to type haha .. and ROTI JOHN also .. hmphh than after eat went back home to sleep how convenient right by TAXI too .. hahaha!

Well Sunday which is today .. as planned meet up with yani, atik and zila !! Secondary school frens reunion .. havent meet up 4 of us in a while .. so we did .. was planning to go banquet and eat my wantan mee which i love there .. BUT THEY FORGOT TO INFORM ME CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE ITS CLOSE LA dammit .. lols .. so we ended up eating at the old sakura restaurant place which i have no idea whats it called ... LOL and i actually ate there gosh .. i had chicken dice fried rice yummm .. and fried wantan and dunno what chicken yani ordered it was nice ... than after that we had nowhere to go since most of the shops are closed .. we went to atik house to lepak !! Watched a show ... was very funny than ate instant noodle !! hahaha .. than went home around 9 plus .. woohoo

Tmrw meeting atik after work ... since shes all alone with her family off at holiday .. going to company her for the night maybe watching a movie or whatever not sure what the hell gonna do so deciding when i meet her up tmrw or maybe in a few hrs since its already monday 0.o! LOl alright .. thats all ..

OH AND YA .. i nearly forgot to wish everyone ..

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR !!

Wishing everyone good health and prosperity.

GONG XI FA CAI !!!

P.S for those who doesnt celebrate .. happy holidays !! =P!

hey hey !! Havent been bloggin same old work talk nothing much to blog .. anywayz today after work went to meet yani to do some catching up .. and yeaa miss her haha ... We went to catch a movie "All's Well End's Well 2009" it was very nice local (hongkong) or whatever movie show .. very funny .. u guys should check it out =)!! Well yeaa thats all of for the day!!



P.S. Im starting to realise that i miss a whole lot of people that i drift apart from .. and the one person im trying to talk to doesnt care .. haizz Busthird?? lol .. for anyone who read this and havent meet up with me for quite a while or very very long time .. I would like to say i miss you people!! :P! Even primary school or whatever or whoever ... lols ..

Avril Lavigne - I Will Be P.S Leona Lewis DONT SING IT NICE its Avril's Original SONG !!

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

Refrain:
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Verse 2:
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, coz you're here with me

Refrain:
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Coz I will never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Bridge:
Coz without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah...

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

Chorus:
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay (more)

My weekends been nothing much just the same boring old thing rotting at home haha ... Saturday i spend the day sleeping my afternoon away ..

Well ya suck up sleeping more make me more tired ... BOO .. anywayz .. sunday was rotting at home too since no one was at home .. love to have the whole house to myself woohoo .. on the tv .. on the computer .. on the lights and everything and have the whole house under my control whaaha ... cant imagine how that feels .. remember home alone movie show yaya :P!! LOL

Well that night than meet up with my aunt and cousins to celebrate her husband belated bday which was on the 16th jan .. we were in swensen making havoc which is so funny .. =)!

Here's some pictures ... over there .. sorry no pictures of me hahaha .. not such a cam whorer and i was taking the picture 0.o! And its not a birthday party was just eating together =)!

Well well .. been tired to blog .. but today after work i met up with my mom and my bro, his wife and his kids .. my 2 lovely nieces .. took pictures of the younger one Akila .. Here's some pictures of them ! Just went tampines mall to walk around ..


Picture of her with my mom (her grandma/Nenek) hahah!

So cute right .. She shaking the sweet happily! hahaha

Trying to chew the tissue 0.o!

Wahaha .. finally bought my new phone since few months of losing my old phone and been using a dumb 2nd hand phone .. my new phone sony ericsson W595! Its not so bad got 2 gig memory micro sd and a 3.2 megapixel camera :P!!

Haha atik accompany me to get the phone ... Thanks atik .. ! Thats all i got to say i guess other than that work been as usual .. BLERGHHH $@#%@#$#@$@# lol ..
Oh and ya .. heres a picture of the phone and i ate with atik pizza hut for our dinner :P!! WEeeee !

Saturday went my aunt place .. to set up the router for my cousin .. finally it work out .. haha ... Than hang out there .. and stuff .. boring nothing special ..

Sunday went to my relatives wedding ... my grandma and my uncle-in-law was involve in it .. so i kinda sat there the whole day haha .. The wedding was pretty cool heres just one picture of the bride and groom.


The picture not so clear whaha .. snapshot from far..

Some pictures at the wedding .. my cousins playing at the playground cause was too bored ..



Lols .. my aunt was saying free show this two kiddies clapping and dancing to the songs at the wedding.

Lol few of my cousins become the flower girls ..


Than after the wedding .. later that night went to fetch my aunt at airport she went bangkok and coming back to singapore .. Look at her kids .. waiting for their mom to arrive haha .. cant stop playing around ..




Ok than today monday .. well a few mins ago haha .. At work was as usual .. i keep finding the things that are not done properly .. and the sir will call everyone and say why is it not done properly and he will start scolding again ... its like i always find the errors and he will say im giving him a headache .. and even one of the senior ns guy told me the sir didnt mean to be so harsh now he paiseh or something haha .. oh well .. Than after work decided to meet up with my secondary school frens .. atik and yani than meet up with my long lost sister also haha .. Rabiah .. =)! Just getting rid of my stress cause had a fight with my mom oh well .. It totally made my day wahaha ..

Here's a picture of her and me at kfc ;)!

Gosh today 7th january which has already pass a few mins ago haha .. was such a tiring day for me .. felt so shag in the morning to wake up for work .. and was like tired at work but i was fine ... didnt went back after work .. was planning to slack around with friends but didnt quite plan it well enough or im freaking fickled minded haha ...

Well .. decided to meet up with my mom after she finished her work .. she said gonna eat and stuff with her friends also so just ask me to tag along and i was like ok ... So yeaa i did ... and kinda felt out of space .. but after a while i was fine ... Than after eating at sakura .. went to watch movie Bedtime Stories .. it wasnt that bad was just kinda lame and too imaginary but it was funny on the upside ... especially the guinea pig and its BIG eyes haha .. hell made me laugh a few times ... so yeaa day at work tmrw again in a few hours i guess im gonna take my rest ... Or the boss gonna be making noise again ... but hey the other boss was nice to treat me lunch :P! haha ... alright thats all .. update again soon .. ;)!

Haha .. hey people .. i havent been bloggin .. sorry it got so dusty here .. :P I was in camp few months back and was really lazy to blog .. and not much to say also NS BORING AND SUCK haha .. well im not in camp anymore since last november .. im currently at AIRPORT POLICE DIVISION as a Staff Assistant .. :P! haha .. Office hour job and all .. pretty cool but stressful too at times ... not much details now to talk about it .. anywayz .. YA GUYS HAPPY 2009! May everyone start a new chapter of their lives again and let bygones be bygones and look forward to upcoming craps .. :P! Anywayz last christmas eve and new year eve was pretty happening got to be deployed as a patrol policeman at clarke quay .. handle cases and be equipped and shit .. it was pretty cool ;)! Well for now i got not much to say .. but i will be updating .. And do drop by my facebook u guys i have one :P! Add me if u guys havent .. !