Alright .. everythings over ... exams over .. waiting for results .. hope everythings gonna be great .. than graduation .. than army?? than what ?? Im so lost i dunno what i want in my life .. how boring can i get .. thats what a friend of mine commented .. im so boring that my life is not even colorful at all .. what do i do all day ?? ya right rot .. eat .. sleep .. play thats all i do cause im so lazy to work! .. i just want a break .. but it seems like im slacking my life away ... i just hope my future dont seem so crap out as it is now haha ..

I know i will get to my state of wanting what i want when the time comes .. cause it always do =)! For now .. i wanna spend my live as a "KID" slacking as much as i can before all the adulthood gonna affect and change my life forever .. so have fun while i still can =P!!

And yea .. my bro came over the other day .. and woah my 2nd niece so big already =) Aqila !! =) Lols i guess thats how they spell her name =x !

I just have to blog on this song .. i exactly feel and the song really describes whats going on in my house !! thats all i have to blog .. exams exams .. im so stress .. im so lazy to study like last time .. im gonna say it I HATE EXAMS ! LOl!! Here goes the lyrics of the song !

Staring out at the world across the street.
You hate the way your life turned out to be.
He's pulling up the driveway and you don't make a sound.
Cause you always learned to hold the things you want to say.
You're always gonna be afraid.
There's only hate.
There's only tears.
There's only pain.
There is no love here.
So what will you do?
There's only lies.
There's only fear.
There's only pain.
There is no love here.


Broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces.
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile.
If these walls could talk, they would have so much to say.
Cause everytime you fight, the scars are gonna heal.
But they're never gonna go away.
You're falling.
You're screaming.
You're stuck in the same old nightmare.
He's lying.
You're crying.
There's nothing left to salvage.
Kick the door cause this is over.
Get me out of here!

Waking up, lost in a fog,
You were the light that led me home,
Over come, thought i was strong,
Thought I could make it on my own,
I Fooled myself but believe me now,

Cus I don't wanna let you go,
I'd be lost without you,
I think you should know,
I'm here
And I don't wanna let you go,

Lying here, under the stars
I feel the beating of your heart
By your side, thats were ill be
You can put your trust in me
I'll hold ya tight, Just stay tonight