Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Lately things doesnt seem so bright ..
Been really been busy with work .. school, friends, family as usual seems like topsy turvy ...
Sighh hahaha .. whats happening ... been really lazy to go sch and crap especially mondays due to work and when mondays ur tired .. it follow up all across the days of the week .. hahah ..
And worst now cause its christmas season .. supervisor and sales rep ask to work fri, sat, sun Full shift (11am to 10pm) for the whole of december .. i was like 0_o ok ... in my heart god .. "feel like quitting man but pity the staff and guess money still an issue for me" ...
Not forgetting only eating 1 meal when i work ... guess the mood isnt there .. from 9am i woke up for work till 7pm than i have my first meal .. isnt that inhuman or what .. literally like fasting haha no wonder im bones -.-!
I dont quite wanna talk bout friends .. i guess i cant be bothered ... its the last thing i wanna care about in my head since everything that happens ... just know that i would never do anything literally to start any nonsense if i didnt do anything wrong .. if i done something wrong than fine i would apologize .. if ur friends with me over 3 yrs and u dunno what kind of person i am and what to expect of me than there's something really WRONG with u ..
Family ... hah .. thats the joke of all .. my dad's birthday was 2nd dec .. and for once in the how many upteen years i ACTUALLY forgot .. geez .. i was shock myself but i dont seem to care .. my mom just told me .. u dont wish ur dad ?? im like ignoring her .. cause she knows the fact he dun even freaking care about our birthdays why do i for the least should care for his ... neither do he even care about the whole family anymore .. so he could dream on if im gonna wish him .. haha .. when my mom was asking me to .. i swear to god i saw his look just waiting for me to utter the words .. but hey .. Wait long long la! The best u got was ur previous best son (my brother) wishing u instead! So salvage whats left for u to get!
Following on the past few weeks ... projects .. quizzes .. tests ... work .. so juggled it all till im going mad haha ... But im hanging on .. =)!
Ru*Zaini posted at 10:37 AM