Alright hi people .. haha i havent been bloggin .. got a lot of things i wanna share but doubt i even bothered to haha ..

Hmph so whats first .. oh yeahh .. if u guys havent heard the news yet .. i QUIT my job haha .. well got too stress over it .. and something happen with the staff .. was total pissed with everything .. so i kinda just disappeared the next day and did a silent resignation with my sales Rep yap yap ..

And yea school gonna open and yeaa .. sighh what am i doing i have no idea .. full of shit man for once i gotta say it i Hate school ... im so not in the mood anymore to study shits ... for once i actually failed something and gets so lazy to even study and i think im gonna fail more and more .. haizz whats happening but yea ... thats the new me ... skipping classes and cheating/copying seems like nothing to me when i actually hate all that ..

Im starting to realise i totally took a Turn in my life .. literally everything .. Most of the thing i use to care about and think it was the right thing to do doesnt matter anymore ... Friendss?? Bullshit .. you wanna be friends with me .. act like one ... im not some shithead who have to be a friend and helpful and whatever to just gain someone as a friend .. if u ever know the meaning of friend or the basic need of it .. it works both ways ... u care and u treat a person as a friend ... the friend need to do it too .. if its one sided that .. thats not friend .. thats using someone ...

I use to think that everything should be the way i think it should be ... and if somethings goes wrong i will be like so over my perfectionist crap .. why like that ... than get so upset with it like some moron haha .. But hey .. now im like "CINCAI" whatever .. that happens .. this happen .. so what .. life goes on .. yea im with my whatever attitude .. example .. i failed a test .. so what .. its done and over with .. get upset ?? i dont care .. haha its over .. fail fail la .. use to remember a person who keep saying that .. guess shes more happy i understand now ...

I realise .. i dont need a reality check or do some soul searching .. I HAVE CHANGED .. i do think its wrong or somepart is not what i want it .. but hey im fine with everything ... people change and grow .. and i know what affects me to the change .. and u know its hard to change .. the main thing is i know whats right and wrong .. at least im not smoking ... or stealing ... or something majorly nuts haha !!

yea yea thats all i gotta say ... for friends and use to be my friends and everyone ... i will always be me .. and ONLY ME .. the way i am cause thats what makes any individual UNIQUE and the world goes round .. but one thing i would never do is do something bad or wrong UNLESS i feel the right to .. ;)!

Finally Carrie underwood new album and im hook to one of the songs !! Wheel of the World ;)! May not be ur type of song but it is for me .. haha




Love goes out, out like a light
Out like a flame, and you can't find it anymore
Just when you think it's lost in the rain
It comes back knocking at your door

It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around

God put us here on this carnival ride
We close our eyes
Never knowing where it will take us next
Babies are born and at the same time, someone's taking their last breath

It's the wheel of the world
It's the wheel of the world turning around

In the blink of an eye
It can change your life
And it never even slows down

It's the wheel of the world

I don't know what it is
I'm flying high
Then I'm wondering why I'm sinking on this ship, going down
Life keeps on moving anyway

It's the wheel of the world
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around
And around
It's the wheel of the world turning around

It can open your heart
It can break you apart
And it never even slows down

It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around