Alright hi people .. haha i havent been bloggin .. got a lot of things i wanna share but doubt i even bothered to haha ..

Hmph so whats first .. oh yeahh .. if u guys havent heard the news yet .. i QUIT my job haha .. well got too stress over it .. and something happen with the staff .. was total pissed with everything .. so i kinda just disappeared the next day and did a silent resignation with my sales Rep yap yap ..

And yea school gonna open and yeaa .. sighh what am i doing i have no idea .. full of shit man for once i gotta say it i Hate school ... im so not in the mood anymore to study shits ... for once i actually failed something and gets so lazy to even study and i think im gonna fail more and more .. haizz whats happening but yea ... thats the new me ... skipping classes and cheating/copying seems like nothing to me when i actually hate all that ..

Im starting to realise i totally took a Turn in my life .. literally everything .. Most of the thing i use to care about and think it was the right thing to do doesnt matter anymore ... Friendss?? Bullshit .. you wanna be friends with me .. act like one ... im not some shithead who have to be a friend and helpful and whatever to just gain someone as a friend .. if u ever know the meaning of friend or the basic need of it .. it works both ways ... u care and u treat a person as a friend ... the friend need to do it too .. if its one sided that .. thats not friend .. thats using someone ...

I use to think that everything should be the way i think it should be ... and if somethings goes wrong i will be like so over my perfectionist crap .. why like that ... than get so upset with it like some moron haha .. But hey .. now im like "CINCAI" whatever .. that happens .. this happen .. so what .. life goes on .. yea im with my whatever attitude .. example .. i failed a test .. so what .. its done and over with .. get upset ?? i dont care .. haha its over .. fail fail la .. use to remember a person who keep saying that .. guess shes more happy i understand now ...

I realise .. i dont need a reality check or do some soul searching .. I HAVE CHANGED .. i do think its wrong or somepart is not what i want it .. but hey im fine with everything ... people change and grow .. and i know what affects me to the change .. and u know its hard to change .. the main thing is i know whats right and wrong .. at least im not smoking ... or stealing ... or something majorly nuts haha !!

yea yea thats all i gotta say ... for friends and use to be my friends and everyone ... i will always be me .. and ONLY ME .. the way i am cause thats what makes any individual UNIQUE and the world goes round .. but one thing i would never do is do something bad or wrong UNLESS i feel the right to .. ;)!

Finally Carrie underwood new album and im hook to one of the songs !! Wheel of the World ;)! May not be ur type of song but it is for me .. haha




Love goes out, out like a light
Out like a flame, and you can't find it anymore
Just when you think it's lost in the rain
It comes back knocking at your door

It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around

God put us here on this carnival ride
We close our eyes
Never knowing where it will take us next
Babies are born and at the same time, someone's taking their last breath

It's the wheel of the world
It's the wheel of the world turning around

In the blink of an eye
It can change your life
And it never even slows down

It's the wheel of the world

I don't know what it is
I'm flying high
Then I'm wondering why I'm sinking on this ship, going down
Life keeps on moving anyway

It's the wheel of the world
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around
And around
It's the wheel of the world turning around

It can open your heart
It can break you apart
And it never even slows down

It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around

Well 12th december was yani's birthday turning 20.. (haha all of us are a 2 already) .. went to watch alvin & the chipmunks .. it was a hilarious show .. although it was kinda short and whatsoever .. the funny scenes were there to perk the show all up haha! Considerable great show ..

Thats about it i guess ... nothing special to share or talk about .. except tmrw im working as usual ... blehh !! How i wish i could just rot at home haha! But nah .. so much healthier out there working .. at least i get the sun and fresh air and at least eating the right food outside .. other than rotting at home and lazy to even GET myself HEALTHY FOOD hahaha ;)!

Ok pictures of my second niece ... her name akira or something dunno la hahaha! Didnt have a chance to ask properly !





Really tired ... im slacking too much ... haizz ... Work and school really dun mix!

Dammit im so lazy to go to work haha .. so much so for coming to work yesterday FRIDAY and the freaking staff was like ... i tot u off u know today .. in my heart i so should have stayed at home .. wahaha .. than i was like Jane (Supervisor) ask to come what .. than everyone was like "ehh Boy u come ??" and all the so call crap .. no school ar holiday already blabla .. dohh hahaha ... Now saturday lazy to go work laaa !!! Lol ..

Blehh ... yesterday my mom went to visit my bro cause my sis-in-law already given birth to another niece of mine =P! pity i couldnt go due to work dohh .. if not i so would have snap lots of pictures hahaha ... i ask my mom and she didnt even take one shot -.-"! lols ... oh well ..

Wahaha than i was talking to an auntie at work i always go eat with .. and she had this theory that anyone who keep getting girls are THRIFTY stingy people wahahha .. i was like "OK 0_o"!!" hahaha !! than it got me thinking that one of my other auntie got 4 girls and damn she sure is stingy hahaha! but than i ask her my dad so fucking stingy why got 2 boys hahahaha ... cause my mom is not wahha thats true =P! So call crap believes lols .. just following up with my tots it maybe kind of true ;)!

Okkk im gonna crap a bit than off to work ... LAZINESS !! HAHA!

Lately things doesnt seem so bright ..
Been really been busy with work .. school, friends, family as usual seems like topsy turvy ...

Sighh hahaha .. whats happening ... been really lazy to go sch and crap especially mondays due to work and when mondays ur tired .. it follow up all across the days of the week .. hahah ..
And worst now cause its christmas season .. supervisor and sales rep ask to work fri, sat, sun Full shift (11am to 10pm) for the whole of december .. i was like 0_o ok ... in my heart god .. "feel like quitting man but pity the staff and guess money still an issue for me" ...
Not forgetting only eating 1 meal when i work ... guess the mood isnt there .. from 9am i woke up for work till 7pm than i have my first meal .. isnt that inhuman or what .. literally like fasting haha no wonder im bones -.-!

I dont quite wanna talk bout friends .. i guess i cant be bothered ... its the last thing i wanna care about in my head since everything that happens ... just know that i would never do anything literally to start any nonsense if i didnt do anything wrong .. if i done something wrong than fine i would apologize .. if ur friends with me over 3 yrs and u dunno what kind of person i am and what to expect of me than there's something really WRONG with u ..

Family ... hah .. thats the joke of all .. my dad's birthday was 2nd dec .. and for once in the how many upteen years i ACTUALLY forgot .. geez .. i was shock myself but i dont seem to care .. my mom just told me .. u dont wish ur dad ?? im like ignoring her .. cause she knows the fact he dun even freaking care about our birthdays why do i for the least should care for his ... neither do he even care about the whole family anymore .. so he could dream on if im gonna wish him .. haha .. when my mom was asking me to .. i swear to god i saw his look just waiting for me to utter the words .. but hey .. Wait long long la! The best u got was ur previous best son (my brother) wishing u instead! So salvage whats left for u to get!

Following on the past few weeks ... projects .. quizzes .. tests ... work .. so juggled it all till im going mad haha ... But im hanging on .. =)!