Haha .. love working man !! Everyones great ... each time i go to work ... everything for sure makes my day ! With my so call godmother and everyone i work with are always great ;)!!

A song lyric im currently hook on ..

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

and another ...

We're doing it

I look around me
But all I seem to see
Is people going nowhere
Expecting sympathy
It's like I'm going through the motions
Of a scripted destiny
Tell me where's our inspiration
If life won't wait
I guess it's up to me

(Whoa) no we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
(Whoa) and we won't come back
The world is calling out
(Whoa) leave the past in the past
Gonna find the future
Misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

Procrastination
Running circles in my head
While you sit there contimplating
You wound up left for dead (you’re left for dead)
Life is what happens
While you're busy making your excuses
Another day
Another casualty
But that won't happen to me

(Whoa) no we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
(Whoa) and we won't come back
The world is calling out
(Whoa) leave the past in the past
Gonna find the future
Misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone (2x)
When I'm gone

Let's go!

Won't look back
When I say goodbye
Gonna leave this all behind me
Gonna take what's mine tonight
‘Cause every wasted day
Becomes a wasted chance
Your gonna wake up feeling sorry
‘Cause life won't wait
I guess it's up to you

(Whoa) no we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
(Whoa) and we won't come back
The world is calling out
Whoa, leave the past in the past
Gonna find the future
Misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone (4x)

Woot .. went out with my sec sch friends .. went watch "ENCHANTED" haha .. the movie is cool u guys .. everyone must watch it ... its so funny and cool ... The lovey dovey crap totally rox ! =P!

After the movie .. atik treat us to pizza .. thanks atik !! Full for the night haha .. Tmrw working and sunday too .. and next week got presentation and test .. BAH AGAIN! So tired of studying .. haha

Anywayz i realize something .. in such a short amount of time .. anyone could change ... without them knowing ... every part of environment we get involved or into actually change ourselves without us knowing haha .. So many years pass ... i see everyone around me change but i dunno if i have change .. but one thing i realise im kinda scared of change .. im not the person who venture out and change and taking risks is just not my thing .. but sometimes if i have to i would ... ;)! And i know taking risks and change is apart of life and sometimes its good that we do that for the better of things ... !!

Ok today my mom off day so yaa .. she want to go out with me for so long already so yeaa i told her we go watch movie la .. than go her mom's house .. wanna meet my aunt and the kiddies haha ;)!

Yeaa went watch stardust .. yep yep it was great .. than went to punggol to go my grandma's house .. than my aunt wasnt home haha she went out to compass point .. so we sat there a while chat with my grandma, and my great grandmother and after a while we went to compass point to meet my aunt and the kiddies haha .. damn miss them so much .. than after that .. went parkway after meet my uncle .. he drive the lorry haha we sat behind ... cool feeling of the wind and stuff whahaha ... than had the talk about my dad again .. and my uncle was like ..

"Tell ur mom to break up with ur dad fast before its too late ... more now he already said he got a woman and admit it already and always throw crap tantrums at home .." than i was like i told her already but she wont do anything . .whats there for me to do .. Haizz even my aunt and uncle keep telling her do it now before its too late .. blabla ... shes still the same ... oh well its my mom i cant say anything ... she decides whether she wanna be happy or not! And i just wish she wont realise when its really too late to turn back time and do what she had to do ... Sighhhhh ... why im in such position ... !!! How i wish everything was more cheery and bright ..

Oh well tmrw working !! and sunday too .. haha .. than back to school ... and crap i havent do anything ... with assignments and quizzes and tests and whatever .. i so havent done anything !! Lolss .. !! ZAINI what u been doing for 1 week study break haha .. "play game" wahahah .. oh well !! hope everything goes fine ;)

Im more optimistic now than i ever was .. :)!

Havent been bloggin for sometime ..
Been busy with sch and work ....
Tired!!!
Next week study break and im so gonna rot at home or go to my grandma's house .. i miss hanging out with my small cousins and maybe i so SHOULD STUDY A BIT...

I cant remember the last time i use to play best friends .. normal friends and whatever friends haha those CHILDISH DAYS .. i realise i have a few close friends but not the real true friend which i could talk to everyday u know ... i give up trying to find a special friend ... cause each time i get close to anyone everything turns out wrong ... and i realise im better off being on my own ;)! So friends with everyone but no special ones ..

Thats it !! ... The question running in my head whats next when i have graduated from poly ..