Timbaland Feat One Republic - Apologize

Im holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I’m hearing what you say
But I just can’t make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around and say..

That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it’s turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
Woahooo woah

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize, a yeah

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

Haha the hari raya pictures day out with my nyp friends!! On saturday 27th oct! Thanks hajar for the pictures !! =P!

Saturday, 27th of october .. was supposed to be working haha but i skipped and went to "jalan raya" celebrate hari raya with bunch of my nyp friends.. haha .. total of about 10 of us i think with 2 cars haha visiting each other houses except for mine .. cause not yet open house la haha! This friday 2nd nov is my open house!! Anyone wanna come just come ok :P!! haha .. but maybe inform me first .. :)!

We started at around noon visiting till i think i reached home reaching midnight haha! it was cool :)! Yap thats about it the whole day visiting with bunch of them.

The moment i reach home after had lots of meals at every house haha i knock out flat on the bed! The next day woke up to go to work.

The moment i reached work everyone was giving me the "stare" haha .. than when i walk to my counter .. the supervisor was there asking why i didnt turn up yesterday and didnt inform anyone haha! I was like .. i had something on so yaa .. thats about it .. good thing never got scolded or anything. haha than after that the staff there was like .. i off yesterday u also didnt come .. and nobody standing .. i was like i didnt know haha .. i thought i told u and all that rubbish doh! haha.. than carry on everyone was like why didnt come yesterday and blablabla ... hah ..

Thats about it i guess ..

Its been quite sometime since i blog because school starts and im actually kinda struggling i didnt expect year 3 to be this hard i guess or im so used being relaxed and understanding everything .. but lately i have no idea what im learning .. lols guess it takes time and more of my effort .. I will get the hang of it i know i would ;)!

Anywayz today met up with atik again today .. to go doctor as usual every month .. its like sometimes i think about the doctor is the only time where we get to actually meet up with each other and catch up with stuff .. i could say that we could talk about anything and everything .. (but yani and others usually busy with their stuff and no time to catch up with things)

And after the doctors .. atik was having cravings for pizza .. actually she wanted long john silver than she brought up pizza .. so yea .. i was all for it .. i didnt mind .. so we ate pizza just the two of us .. we actually asked yani along but she was busy so yeaa .. haha .. Yea thats bout it .. the day out was refreshing.. ;)!


The pizza we ate ..

Yesterday day at work was cool .. meet up with everyone again and so happy to see them also ... Meet up with my aunt and mom after work cause my mom wanted to go bugis to get her watch that was getting fix .. her clans at bugis free repairs and everything hahaha .. than i wanted buy some stuffs also .. so yap ..

Meet lots of people at bugis BHG last time known as seiyu ... the familiar cashiers .. and staffs ... wishing selamat hari raya blabla haha .. After walking around and buying my stuffs and her stuffs! Lol meet up with my favourite aunt ... and her family of course ... than we decided go east coast and eat satay and stuffs.. and my mom say whatever .. anything haha and im like all for it so yeaa .. So we went there ... than while i was off with my aunt to buy food with the kids .. my mom was talking to my uncle-in-law about my dad and blablabla and how to get separated and stuff ... I wanted to tell her that after all that she will still have me but somehow it didnt came out haha!

Well working later today again .. haha .. sure gonna have fun!

Well .. it happen again this morning ... that scumbag didnt come home again .. and my mom kept calling again .. and she didnt sleep again .. sighh ... i dunno why shes so persistent.. i just wish she could move on happily ... that scumbag dont even care bout us .. and cherish what he have .. my mom kept calling but he hang up as usual than when answer also start shouting at my mom and blabla .. and all she does is say "please come home la" blablabla and always give in .. i just feel so furious with everything of how shes handling everything and how that scumbag treats her .. ARGHH!! Lols .. Well just hope in time .. the right thing happens ..

1st week of school gone like that ... seems so fast .. and truthfully i dun understand a shyt im studying god ! haha im not even in school mood yet .. well hopefully i will get the hang of everything in time .. Citec was fine the night class except for the part where the dumb thing move to dunno where .. and networking craps dunno what mr lam teaching la right .. haizzz!! Lol ..

Anywayz reconciliation of friends have already been made ... I cherish and never have i tot of being anti of anyone .. I tot you wouldnt say a word but hey u did at a later time than i expected that is .. and i make up the plan and hope it would be an ongoing one .. What happen cant be undone and what i could do was to salvaged what was left .. haha ;)

Anywayz gonna be working tmrw .. kinda looking forward to it .. although i been so lazy lately arghh slacking at home is so heaven haha! But i still want money in my pocket since im not in good terms with the scumbag at home -.-"! haha!!

Hi people!! Woohooo school starts .. Riteee .. Seems ok .. Not quite in the school mood yet ... feeling so lazy and not up to studying .. first lesson was wth .. 8am in the morning on monday 15/10 and had to calculate bout subnets .. Dohhh blank brain .. not functioning .. Hahaha ...

Oh well .. looking forward to go to work on saturday again .. miss everyone over there ... and maybe sch comes later when my mood really arises ;)!

Tattoo - Jordin Sparks

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later I get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you (I'll always have you)

Sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I've gotta be strong and leave you behind

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you (I'll always have you)

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do, oh

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken (yeah)
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't look back)
I loved you once needed protection (no, no)
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

I can't waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done (no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

I can't waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done (no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

=)

Today is one of the most memorable days of my life .. although i wish it could be everyday or it would have lasted longer haha .. I met up with yani and atik again to eat sakura at Simei as planned .. But than someone special got added to the meeting .. Damn miss the person so much .. haha .. actually didnt know i miss the person so much till i met the person la .. how ironic is that .. Oh well .. had the time of my life .. thanks man for the jokes and all haha .. although waiting for yani at sakura was like more than 1 hr .. we had fun chattin and catching up ..

After that .. met Has than waiting for sie than met sie too .. Haha damn havent seen u guys for so long .. nice meetin again ;)!! After all that .. All went home and i went to meet my mom at paya lebar .. to buy my baju kurung with her .. we only buying for myself and hers .. cause my dad is whatever oh well .. Spend quite a lot on it .. u know my mom haha .. expensive taste .. oh well .. anywayz still waiting for my pay so can help her with our expenses that are so darn expensive hahaha !!

Hope get pay sooon darnn if not gonna call them !! LOL anywayz finally i love it today! Only one thing was left missing .. I wish i hugged that person .. miss the person -.- lols .. how dramatic .. no la im ok ;)! Hope could meet the person again ;)!

Im feeling so relaxed .. getting my 2 off days from work haha .. last month only off for 4 days out of 30 days .. for now to be off 2 days a week is like really relaxing and weird at the same time haha .. but it was a fresh start for today ... met up with yani and atik again to break my fast .. at Geylang Bazaar .. than we went walking around as usual ... it was fun .. this year really quite a few times i go down there .. unlike last few years .. didnt even bother to go down there haha ...

Hari raya coming .. and my long off day of 8th oct to 19th oct .. would start and in between hari raya on the 13th and on the 15th school starts ... so yeaa .. havent buy my baju kurung yet .. waiting for my mom ... and i dunno what to expect this year hari raya .. due to my dad and stuff so yaa .. see what happens when it comes yap .. Other than that .. gonna be cleaning the house and makeover my room and stuff ... Lots of things in mind .. haha not sure if its gonna be done as its easier said than done haha ;)!

Anywayz .. been thinking a lot .. not sure why i like to think so much and not just live life happy go lucky haha .. thinking of the future ... sometimes scares me ... how everything gonna go .. whats in store for me .. and stuff .. and my mom .. what if shes no longer around and stuff ... Guess i should handle it one by one when time comes and hopefully everything would be alright ... :)!

Hah .. havent been bloggin ... tired .. been working endlessly as usual .. Gonna be off on tues and weds though 2nd and 3rd oct .. than i will be having off day from 8th oct to 19th oct haha!! Weee .. gonna rest before hari raya how cool right ... Than they dont let me quit .. they want me to work weekends .. and i say alright ... after hari raya and school start that is ...

Anywayz the thought of working weekends would be kinda cool ... would have money in my pocket every month so it wont be so bad .. and im use to everyone there .. got close to most of them haha ;)!!

And right its the middle midst of fasting month .. im not gonna make everything as a hoohaa .. im just feeling off ... some people arent behaving like a human being although its fasting month u know .. I cant believe someone can be so ruthless to not face up to something that already happen and make up lots of joke scenes and craps .. if ur not gonna return me my stuff fine .. have the guts to say it .. or have the courtesy to keep me inform if u REALLY gonna give it back or something .. I totally give up .. Just my luck i even befriended such a person .. Over 2k plus down the drain .. u can keep it and get lost .. and trust me not a word seriously ... I give up and im not gonna say much here .. cause i respect every single human being and think about their feelings not like you!

Three Days Grace - Never Too Late

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late