A number of things coming up ... My special day for once hope it gonna be great though i dont expect much ... just looking forward to it being around family and friends ... than results on 19th .. hope it not gonna be that bad i still want my 3 pointer haha .. And not forgetting fasting month.. wonder how i gonna eat alone during fasting month haha .. so not used to it although alone at home is different than being outside so yaa .. crowded and stuff .. hmph!

Well .. somethings remains unchanged .. what i gone through this year have totally changed of how i view things and leading my life already ... Could say im disappointed to have come across some people ... but guess thats life .. u meet some nice ones and bad ones .. u get to know them for who they really are .. Im fine to be facing craps people adding problems to my life and stuff guess i chose it to be that way .. i let it happen .. just have myself to blame for actually caring about other people craps right .. be more self centred and selfish haha ..

Met a lot of cool people at work .. all teaching me ruthless stuff haha ... Been reminded over and over not to be so nice in life .. people take advantage of it .. I get it .. for years people been telling me .. but cant change for who i am ya .. Im alright just the way it is .. but there's always a limit .. ;)!

Chances are given ... and im talking to the one very person right now .. I know it was an accident .. even if it were ... u should have the guts to talk to me normally and not let others talk for you .. And i hate empty promises .. if u cant get it done tell me straight up dont keep promising and giving me false hope .. Thats fucking retarded ... Sigh .. lets just say its disappointing to even face such crap event in life ..