Wooot !!! HAhaha ... I got off today .. thank god .. they wouldnt let me off again but i made some noise and they let me .. finally get to go to a fine and full family gathering !! Love it cause i miss being among family members ;)!

Ok its my grandfather's birthday !! Month of september .. Lots of family members bday .. My grandma .. 4th .. me 17th than my grandpa 23rd .. and additional my sis-in-law 18th! Than next up is october ... my bro 8th .. my favourite aunt 17th !! =)!!

Ok i had a fun time so let the pictures do the talking ;)!


Lets start with the birthday cake !! My aunt made it all by herself !! Damn it was yummy !! Chocolate sponge cake with white chocolate ;)!


My grandpa cutting his cake ;)!!


Before the cutting of cake and everything .. i bring down the kids to play the firework thingy dunno how to say ... hahaha !


The pictures of the coolest family members on my mom side.. I love all of them !! The kids cant wait to take the cake haha!

Just realise how fast time pass by ... Just seem like yesterday holiday just started but hey its already a month plus gone ... And i have already worked for a month plus haha ... Kinda scary when u think of it .. Going down the road .. of how time passes so fast .. and the next thing u know ur already 40 .. or watever haha ..

It could only be a dream if i can only stay at one moment where nothing changes at all .. but its impossible because everyone changes and grow .. thats life .. =P!

Looking forward to sunday .. my grandfather's birthday 23rd sept .. Gonna go my aunt's house again meet all the kiddies .. and maybe celebrating my birthday also cause they hadnt celebrate it =P! Lol wishful thinking zaini .. dont be greedy ur birthday is over =P!! Lols !!

Today my birthday and my off day! 2nd part of my birthday haha ... meet up with my secondary sch frens to break my 'fast'! At city plaza near paya lebar Arnold's! I turned up late sorry am so tired been working haha!

Anywayz we ate like our normal routine every year! Than we walk around the bazaar and buy more food .. than let the pictures do the talking ;)!


The food we ordered .. Well just the whole chicken and the fries and stuff .. Didnt took mine haha i ate fish and chips =P!


My small bday cake from them! Thanks u all! Made a wish too ;) haha!


A jigsaw puzzle birthday message from them! haha!


Lastly 20 yrs old me haha!

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF haha =P

Im already 20 ... haha ... not sure if thats suppose to be a good thing or bad thing =P!! But oh well young at heart =)! Birthday for me is a reminder for me to start my life all over again and let all the past events all erased and gone with!
I wont be reminded of all the unhappy craps that happen and i know the world is round so why make myself unhappy =P!

Anywayz some pictures earlier after work went to eat at swensens with my bro and mom .. It was my bro's treat for my birthday .. and also my sis-in-law .. Mine is 17th sept and hers is 18th sept ;)!!


The birthday cake !!


Lols what she wanna grab ar !


Engross eating!

Wooo thursday is the start of fasting month .. hahaha .. The people at work were saying .. wah seh u so thin already fasting month become bones haha .. Blahh hahaha!! Years of fasting so use to it already ;)!!

Anywayz .. just something i have to say about living in singapore .. Seems like living in singapore doesnt seem like having a life lols .. well practically not like other countries where they dont have to work and work just to get money in their pocket ... Try imagine a normal singaporean who work everyday ... and the only free time they have is sleep than the next morning wake up work again .. endless boring life of sleep and work and weekends/off days laziness of going out so sit at home .. Blehh !! Hmphh!! And money money ... -.- Work so hard just for a few dollars .. and u spend it in just one second ... how terrible life seems hahaha ..

A number of things coming up ... My special day for once hope it gonna be great though i dont expect much ... just looking forward to it being around family and friends ... than results on 19th .. hope it not gonna be that bad i still want my 3 pointer haha .. And not forgetting fasting month.. wonder how i gonna eat alone during fasting month haha .. so not used to it although alone at home is different than being outside so yaa .. crowded and stuff .. hmph!

Well .. somethings remains unchanged .. what i gone through this year have totally changed of how i view things and leading my life already ... Could say im disappointed to have come across some people ... but guess thats life .. u meet some nice ones and bad ones .. u get to know them for who they really are .. Im fine to be facing craps people adding problems to my life and stuff guess i chose it to be that way .. i let it happen .. just have myself to blame for actually caring about other people craps right .. be more self centred and selfish haha ..

Met a lot of cool people at work .. all teaching me ruthless stuff haha ... Been reminded over and over not to be so nice in life .. people take advantage of it .. I get it .. for years people been telling me .. but cant change for who i am ya .. Im alright just the way it is .. but there's always a limit .. ;)!

Chances are given ... and im talking to the one very person right now .. I know it was an accident .. even if it were ... u should have the guts to talk to me normally and not let others talk for you .. And i hate empty promises .. if u cant get it done tell me straight up dont keep promising and giving me false hope .. Thats fucking retarded ... Sigh .. lets just say its disappointing to even face such crap event in life ..

Lols .. whats up people .. holidays .. who working .. who rotting .. who whatever??

Haha for me busy working ... can say tired but not so bad .. 2nd september on sunday i couldnt get off cause OG was having sales .. and my grandma had a gathering for her birthday which is going to be on the 4th september .. Happy birthday grandma!! haha .. Not sure how old she gonna be also .. anywayz i couldnt turn up so i came on the 3rd .. damn i miss all those kiddies and of course my grandma.. my aunt and everyone .. So long never see them !! haha .. so yaa .. thats about it .. been busy working .. and kinda broke .. Waiting for pay !! Lots of rubbish to settle .. ;)!

Pictures below of Aqil and Jazlina! I cant believe .. my aunt eldest daughter Nurliyana gonna be 10 yrs old .. Muhammad Aqil - 5 yrs old .. Jazlina - 3 yrs old ..


Tell her want take picture her finger sign of taking picture as usual !


Blehh can't deny it cute!


Aqil ask to take a picture of him with mouth open -.-" !! lols !