I been really lazy to blog .. No apparent reason actually just got a lot to think about .. bout future, family, friends .. A lot of things have been happening this year .. and i kinda havent had a gasp of breath to even have an empty space to breathe in and out and thought about why everythings been going on and stuff ..

But lately past few months .. things been looking up .. thanks to myself and certain events, people that happen .. so yap .. it isnt so bad .. Well haha last week and this week didnt do anything much just did up the fypj project the application is done just need some touchup and the next part of everything there's still quite some time to think over it haha .. Tmrw gonna be watching harry potter at 1am ;)! Bet its gonna be fun due to the timing haha .. Staying out late once in a while could really be fun!

Anywayz just gonna post some funny pictures ... Cause i have nothing much to blog anywayz =P!



Haha my hand got tatooo .. haha no la just sleep on my hand too long pressure on don't know what but it looks cool got cross!! haha i know im lame whats new ;)! And Below Stupid pictures of me, has and sie .. Took 3 of us actually but always when sie in the picture the picture turn out not nice hahaha!! =x





As usual Im back addicted to an old song!



i'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
i don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is another mistake to you

i've
become so numb
i can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought i would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second i waste is more than i can take

but i know
i may end up failing too
but i know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you