The life ... described by people .. and what i see it as ..

Life should be what you want it to be and how u make it ..
No one says life was fair ..
Everyone have the chance to make the choices in life ..
Everything are meant to happen its just how life takes its course ..
Its not how bad or how good life goes about its just how people handle it by making it happen ..
There's up and downs in life thats what make the colors in the sky if not it be dull ..


And ya blablabla the list go on about life whatever this and whatever that ..

I been looking at my life whether it was the past .. or the future .. or the present or the whatever ... Im feeling so .. I dont know ... example this year .. Ya right .. the big 2 starting of ur age .. how great .. I thought i could get through with everything and not stuck with my hell of shyt past .. And u know like everyone say .. like my teacher use to say A new year is a new chapter of ur life .. Start it new and fresh .. Sighh .. but this 2007 ... This year .. been a so call total nightmare and crap and seriously whatever .. I dont know how to handle everything .. I didnt expect everything to take a sudden turn and seriously turn me off .. Whats going on .... Whats up .. Why this why that .. But i know im not suppose to question all this .. And maybe im thinking too much .. Its just life taking its course .. and what i need to experience .. and face .. and learn .. and grow .. and stop being pessimistic all the time .. and look at it differently .. I dont know but i really not handling everything thats going on very well .. sighh .. But hanging on ... aha a friend said .. something like ... "Your happy times will come soon or something like that" Haizz im looking forward to that .. but for the time being im fine but just feeling really down ... to be facing some hard times ...

Since im done talking about all the rubbish i wish to say haha .. Im goin to go get ready for bed and hope tmrw would be a better day =)!