Well i feel like im getting the hang of everything .. Guess i took a real turn on how i see things and my attitude towards everything ... Which is good thing for myself i guess .. But more of the couldnt care less attitude .. but more on the positive side i suppose haha .. oh well

A few hrs ago .. the most ridiculous thing just happen but i got nothing to comment i guess but i just dont understand what she's feeling .. the scumbag wants to go out and u keep asking him where he's going and he say its non of ur business and u ask if he's coming home and he say he will call if he comes home than so be it .. he doesnt care about you thats how selfish he is ... let him be la .. why the hell u get so upset over it ... And i really have no idea what to do .. for pits sake .. im ur son ... I should be asking u questions .. not the other way round .. U cried in front of me saying "Ibu sedih..la adik".. So what u expect me to do? I already beat him up and he already beat me up the other day .. What else do u want .. And all i did was tell her why ur being so nice when he dont even care .. whats the use ... she dont get it .. she can ask me what i want her to do .. its her life .. and she asking me what i want her to do .. Anywayz i already told her what needs to be done .. but shes not doing anything also ... Im in the stage where everything is like what the hell should i do .. damn i just wish someone would just help me ... or something i feel so helpless .. first the laptop i dont even know what to do about it now and she dont even know yet .. and now this .. Arghh !! Im so frustrated !! But i know its just growing up and learning and whatever .. and im handling it .. i just i dont know sighh .. oh well ..

Enough of that :)! Its up to me to make myself happy and i run my life so why make myself miserable life still goes on ;)! haha !

Oh lets talk about the Anything and Whatever Drink u guys heard of it right haha .. especially the advertisements so lame sia ... The one where the dad was dying and he say i will give u whatever .. than he was refering to the can drink than he died haha so lame right. Anywayz listen u guys the drink is actually really anything or whatever its like they choose the drink for u cause u already choose Anything or Whatever haha .. the radio says .. the drink either would be coke, green tea, ice lemon tea or whatever ... so yaa really anything or whatever haha! funny right .. so its like they pick u a drink and its random .. Kinda cool and innovative haha!

Kk thats all i have to talk about i suppose ... Not sure if im looking forward to friday or not its the last day of attachment .. everyones at work is counting down for me and disturbing me haha ... and my LO coming down to talk to my boss hopefully everythings goes fine ... alright nite people!