Such confusion .. Such denial .. What the hell is going on haha .. God i have no idea... What was the point of telling .. I dun even get why .. I denying that fact so much and now its out and i feel nothing at all .. What the hell right ... Maybe the fact wasnt true .. It was just wat the hell .. damn ..

Last paper in a few hours! Gonna celebrate after the paper? Lol maybe not .. im not even in the mood to study .. Just gonna be like .. Hope i can do the paper .. Just mostly depending on the drawings i suppose .. so lazy to remember any theories..

Good luck to everyone haha! And for the future ahead!! Wooot .. =)! Hope bump into u people in school and dont forget say hi .. I may be a bit blind ... and maybe not say hi .. But keep it mind ok .. i kinda dont care much about my surroundings not that im ignoring u guys =P!

A Beautiful Lie

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
(Different)
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful
That makes me

It's time to forget about the past
the past)
To wash away what happened last
(away what happened last, happend last)
Hide behind an empty face
(empty face)
Don't have too much to say
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful
That makes me

Ohhhhh

EVERYYYYYYY
one

Everyone who's lookin' at me
I'm running around in circles, angry
Acquired desperation's building high
I've got to remember this is just a game

So beautiful, beautiful, it's a beautiful (lie)
So beautiful, beautiful, it's a beautiful (lie)
So beautiful, beautiful, it's a beautiful (lie)
So beautiful, beautiful (lie)

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful
That makes me

I appreciate Friends ... people who are with me although time spent may always be short =P! But to all my friends out there who still are there around having me in their mind or whatever .. Although im not talking to u guys as much .. Remember always that you guys would always be my friend in my memories and it can never be erased =)!! Haha .. lol .. Moving on ... soon everyone year 3 .. Wish everyone the best of luck !!

Thanks Everyone!! lol

FUCK UP WITH THIS SONG!!

For everything you do, I'd like to swallow you
And everyday I'm gonna blame you
And even if you justify every fuckin bullshit lie
It only makes me want to break you
You pull me down, and you crucify my name, you make me insane
It's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playin
Cause I fuckin hate you, you're such a liar
I love to hate you, you're all the same to me

When you repeatedly take advantage of me
The only thought i get of you, sickens me
Everybody knows you're fake, you're everything I fuckin hate
And I'm everything that you could never be

You pull me down, and you crucify my name, you make me insane
It's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playin
Cause I fuckin hate you, you're such a liar
I love to hate you, you're all the same to me (X2)
Fuck you (X4)

You pull me down, and you crucify my name, you make me insane
It's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playin
Cause I fuckin hate you, you're such a liar
I love to hate you, you're all the same to me (x2

Fuck you (x4)

Arghh seriously fuck everyone .. and i dont even care what people thinks anymore and everyone is pushing me to the limit .. Im being selfish or shyt i dont even care .. Everyone can think what they want .. everyone got their own thinking!!

But Fuck off man! U want to act like a wall .. like nothing happens .. Hello people have feelings too .. I dont give a damn if u tell the whole world ... or anything ... U cant break me down nor kill me god dammit! And how stupid can someone be!! The person WHO know everythings been going on literally EVERYTHING .. and seriously still be so stupid to even get involve in the whole thing! Hello maybe cause ur with the special someone .. but use ur brain la .. and not be so nice .. BECAUSE there are still all the kinds of things that are going on in this world beside ur own CRAP!



AND FUCK EVERYBODY! IM SO GLAD IM NOT GOING TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH U PEOPLE NEXT SEMESTER! I CAN BE ALONE AND ROT IN MY OWN HELL IF THATS WHAT U PEOPLE THINK OF ME! AND ITS NOT WRONG TO BE DIFFERENT! IF THE PROBLEM IS ME THAN DONT EVEN ASK ME FOR HELP LA STUPID IDIOTIC PEOPLE! FUCK OFF !!

haha .. ice princess the show cool la !! =)! Check out the song and the ice skating! Didnt watch the movie .. think was 2 yrs or a year ago .. just check it out at star movies few days ago! The song in my playlist haha ;)! Watch the video below! I swear it rocks .. for those who never watch ice princess before that is!! I love the part when she saw her mom sitting there watching her .. and she just rock the ice! haha =P



Just pause the music playlist while playing this =)!

Ok .. I got into my emotional state of hearing songs again .. haha .. sorry if the song too slow la .. but its my favourite song for now haha .. and there other songs on the playlist anywayz .. If u guys want any songs on the playlist when come to my blog .. than tag me thats what the tagbox is for haha ! Alright been forcing myself to study but seriously ... nothing is going in .. and woah studying sux !!

Actually i been wondering .. Why we all study ar ?? We all gonna forget it after the exams also what!! LOL ... Blehh feel so stupid .. cause thats what i think .. study study .. than after exams over also forget ..

Oh well .. guess thats what life is when it comes to education haha ..

Alrite i havent been bloggin haha .. cause i got nothing to blog la .. haha .. alright just change the picture of my blog cause i got nothing better to do as usual .. Everyone seems to like started studying for the exams and im like my usual self .. too lazy to even study ... The thought of it just totally turn me off .. sighh .. but i guess i REALLY have to start studying soon .. So yaa .. basically check out what time i posting this .. Im as inhuman as ever Lol .. !! oh well .. thats all !

Haha .. its already 2.30 am .. just kinda finish watching a show on tv .. it was cool .. got some quotes off the show .. Not sure if i wanna sleep yet .. haha .. dont feel like sleeping at all .. Alright the quotes are below haha only 2 of them..

"Just because you want something so badly it doesnt change the THING for what it is"

And

"Its Better for your heart to make a mistake than living your life without a heart"

Alright .. the study break have officially started .. But not study for me la .. haha .. more like playing games and like slack all the way .. But hey .. me no study ?? haha .. maybe a bit la .. but the thought of it always arises the LAZY factor .. lol ..

Alright just now the accounting paper .. was not as easy as the first one .. expected i guess .. 50% of our grade wat .. Fail means fail .. Guess i could do .. but the paper was so confusing .. like really must read the question properly and i keep misintepreting everything .. and like .. use pen to write somemore .. cancel here and there .. like nobody's business .. So untidy my paper haha so sad .. oh well who cares ..

I feel so free today ... thanks to that special someone ... who has been friends with me for over 7 yrs .. finally i done it ... thanks for being there for me .. i really appreciate it .. =)!

My new favourite tv drama show .. on StarWorld =)! 9pm every wednesday! Loving the show! About people who find out they are different from others "They thought they were like everyone else until they woke up one day knowing they have extraordinary abilities POWERS!"

HAha i was chatting with james on msn .. about the dumb movie !! Explain to him why is it so dumb !! although he didnt wanna listen about the lame show! But than i was like listen la! LOL !!

Ru*Zaini .. =) ! says:
well 6 people they are all friends la .. they go on this ship .. to go celebrate one the guy birthday
than .. among the 6 of them .. 2 of them are married and with a small baby girl
alright .. than one of them the mother of the baby girl have a traumatic event with water la .. cause her father died when she was young swimming with her in the sea
so basically .. all 5 of them went to sea .. when the ship was like in the middle of nowhere to have fun
the girl with the trauma thing never. . cause she wanted take care of her daughter also
well the stupid thing was .. this jerk guy ... she told her than its still bothering her the water and all .. than he go grab her carry her and jump down into the sea ..
THAN ALL OF THEM ARE NOT ON THE SHIP ANYMORE AND THE LADDER WASNT BROUGHT DOWN

Tell Me. says:
icic

Ru*Zaini .. =) ! says:
SO NONE OF THEM CAN GO UP
than the baby still up there alone
the dumb part was ... they all panic .. cause they cant go up
and the girl was facing her trauma being in the water .. and like being in state of silence for quite a while
but than everything ok le
than the stupid part was when they started killing each other la so dumb
AND THE BIRTHDAY GUY DIED ON HIS BIRTHDAY
how stupid is that right ?

Tell Me. says:
lolz!!
lame
haha
why did they kill each other?

Ru*Zaini .. =) ! says:
cause he use the knife .. trying to poke on the ship to save all of them ..
to poke and climb up la
but than the owner of the ship was like .. its my ship
DONT
then they fight over the knife
than by accident go stab the guy
than the guy die
so dumb right ?
i was like wtf la
aiya i dont wanna say how the others die
more stupid
JUST TELL u i was like WTF the whole show .. ITS SO FUCKING DUMB

Tell Me. says:
lame...
waste money

LOL!! OMG BEWARE MAN !! DONT WATCH THE MOVIE BELOW !!! LOOK AT THE TICKET BELOW !! DONT WATCH IT !!



Haha alright i will tell u why .. ITS SO DUMB AND STUPID LA THE SHOW!! Ok .. make it short and brief ... All of them were on a yacht but its big la so like a ship .. haha .. than all of them went for a swim .. and somehow all of them got off the ship cause of a joke and they forgot to bring down the ladder .. so none of them can go up back to the ship .. and they being down there in the sea .. they end up killing each other .. VERY DUMB RIGHT ?!?!? So dont watch ok .. i was like how ridiculous la the show and so stupid .. Watch it with zahid and elly .. until we make up a joke out of the story and laugh at it cause it was too dumb~!!! SO YA REMINDER AGAIN!! DONT WATCH THE SHOW!! haha ..

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone.
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - But I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

Seriously i feel like i really want to be erased from this world ... MAKE IT HAPPEN GOD DAMMIT !!

Lifehouse

Take Me Away

This time all I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This time You burned me with your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away

I've seen it all and it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what to say
What else to do

I've seen it all and it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone

This time all I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
I've seen it all and it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

Woot gonna blog haha .. My bro came over our house .. with his daughter and wife as usual .. The funny thing was .. my dad came home first .. than he lock the door .. than im like .. got another person outside ... trying to open the door .. and he have the key .. yaa its my bro haha .. than my dad go to the kitchen make noise .. donno wat la .. than angry than he go inside the room i was like whatever cant be bothered haha .. than my bro came in haha ... Aww his daughter got bitten by mosquito on the face .. Got one big red spot .. haha ... and ya la .. cryin over and over .. irritating haha ... AND HE FORGOT TO BRING MY PASSPORT AGAIN!! lol .. oh well .. not like im travelling anywayz .. well ya thats about it today .. and past few days been great .. everythings fine i suppose =)!

And ya .. haha .. got this email .. from my sis at work haha interesting !! About Allah Existence!

A MAN WENT TO A BARBERSHOP TO HAVE HIS HAIR CUT AND HIS BEARD TRIMMED. AS
THE BARBER BEGAN TO WORK, THEY BEGAN TO HAVE A GOOD CONVERSATION. THEY
TALKED ABOUT SO MANY THINGS AND VARIOUS SUBJECTS. WHEN THEY EVENTUALLY
TOUCHED ON THE SUBJECT OF ALLAH, THE BARBER SAID: "I DON'T BELIEVE THAT
ALLAH EXISTS."

"WHY DO YOU SAY THAT?" ASKED THE CUSTOMER.

"WELL, YOU JUST HAVE TO GO OUT IN THE STREET TO REALIZE THAT ALLAH DOESN'T
EXIST. TELL ME, IF ALLAH EXISTS, WOULD THERE BE SO MANY SICK PEOPLE? WOULD
THERE BE ABANDONED CHILDREN? IF ALLAH EXISTED, THERE WOULD BE NEITHER
SUFFERING NOR PAIN. I CAN'T IMAGINE A LOVING ALLAH WHO WOULD ALLOW ALL OF
THESE THINGS."

THE CUSTOMER THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT, BUT DIDN'T RESPOND BECAUSE HE DIDN'T
WANT TO START AN ARGUMENT. THE BARBER FINISHED HIS JOB AND THE CUSTOMER
LEFT THE SHOP. JUST AFTER HE LEFT THE BARBERSHOP, HE SAW A MAN IN THE
STREET WITH LONG, STRINGY, DIRTY HAIR AND AN UNTRIMMED BEARD.

HE LOOKED DIRTY AND UNKEMPT. THE CUSTOMER TURNED BACK AND ENTERED THE
BARBER SHOP AGAIN AND HE SAID TO THE BARBER:

"YOU KNOW WHAT? BARBERS DO NOT EXIST."

"HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT?" ASKED THE SURPRISED BARBER. "I AM HERE, AND I AM A
BARBER. AND I JUST WORKED ON YOU!"

"NO!" THE CUSTOMER EXCLAIMED. "BARBERS DON'T EXIST BECAUSE IF THEY DID,
THERE WOULD BE NO PEOPLE WITH DIRTY LONG HAIR AND UNTRIMMED BEARDS, LIKE
THAT MAN OUTSIDE." "AH, BUT BARBERS DO EXIST! THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS WHEN
PEOPLE DO NOT COME TO ME."

"EXACTLY!"

AFFIRMED THE CUSTOMER. "THAT'S THE POINT! ALLAH, TOO, DOES EXIST! THAT'S
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN PEOPLE DO NOT GO TO HIM AND DON'T LOOK TO HIM FOR HELP.
THAT'S WHY THERE'S SO MUCH PAIN AND SUFFERING IN THE WORLD."

yap yap .. interesting story huh haha ... =) !!

Hey guys .. i think i wont be bloggin much anymore .. The end haha .. My blog for the time being will RIP ..