Haha .. woke up late la .. 11.20 .. miss my pokemon show haha .. lame zaini =P! Lol always alarm clock u know 11 am to watch pokemon but today never put on the alarm haha! lol ..

Last night was i dunno wat mood day .. Every slightest thing got to me yesterday ... oh and ya .. the hooha at home .. i just release my small atomic bomb again haha .. I had to get involve because it kept going on .. was freaking irritating !!

Well lets just say .. I really felt i said my piece and i seriously truthfully said it all!! and in my heart and my head i so didnt say the wrong thing .. If he dont get it .. he have no brains at all! Lol .. and the morning call my mom gave me when she was at work today was like totally a refreshing one .. She told .. me .. that she would do it .. and she know i been reacting weird and all and everythings thats going on is affecting me .. and that .. she knows this cant go on .. but she said .. "i need to get a job" .. so we both can stay on our own .. hmph .. things just got to a new level .. yap yap! So need to think through all the time management thing .. and everything .. And yap .. and its easier said than done =( lol but for now i planned to study later .. haha..

And it always come down to feeling envy (a feeling of discontent or covetousness with regard to another's advantages, success, possessions, etc.) haha .. Sometimes see what my friends have and what i dont have .. the feeling just pop up..

Enough of comparing haha .. i should be feeling blessed of what i already have =)!