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My close friends Call me Zaini and Zac but my full name is Ruzaini Bin Razali,

Already graduated From Nyp with Diploma in Engineering Informatics and serving NS at Police Academy!

I first step on Earth on 17th september 1987 and im a Virgo! I stay in Singapore, Bedok Reservoir Rd.

The things i like to do is hanging out with my peeps watching Movies, Helping people out, Watching cool Tv Shows like currently now are Gossip Girls, Ghost Whisperer, Skins, Desperate Housewives and Heroes!, my usual crap thing to do is surfing the Internet and Facebook not forgetting online Games too and all the rubbish haha!

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Monday, January 29, 2007

"Family are people who love you unconditionally and would always be there for you .."

How i wish that would for once sounds true to me ... and if i ever have a family of my own .. EVER ... i would totally keep that in mind .. and never for once .. make my family feel otherwise ..

Ru*Zaini posted at 10:56 PM


Sunday, January 28, 2007

"Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there, because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because it's so unfamiliar, and in that moment you realize you're happy."

Found that quote at my friend's blog .. Cool really if u understand it haha .. =) ..
Feels so dead hiding all this crap in myself.. although it has always been like this and i will be fine

Ru*Zaini posted at 6:17 PM


Saturday, January 27, 2007

"Some things can't be taught .. they have to be lived to be totally understood..."

Ru*Zaini posted at 10:28 PM


Haha .. woke up late la .. 11.20 .. miss my pokemon show haha .. lame zaini =P! Lol always alarm clock u know 11 am to watch pokemon but today never put on the alarm haha! lol ..

Last night was i dunno wat mood day .. Every slightest thing got to me yesterday ... oh and ya .. the hooha at home .. i just release my small atomic bomb again haha .. I had to get involve because it kept going on .. was freaking irritating !!

Well lets just say .. I really felt i said my piece and i seriously truthfully said it all!! and in my heart and my head i so didnt say the wrong thing .. If he dont get it .. he have no brains at all! Lol .. and the morning call my mom gave me when she was at work today was like totally a refreshing one .. She told .. me .. that she would do it .. and she know i been reacting weird and all and everythings thats going on is affecting me .. and that .. she knows this cant go on .. but she said .. "i need to get a job" .. so we both can stay on our own .. hmph .. things just got to a new level .. yap yap! So need to think through all the time management thing .. and everything .. And yap .. and its easier said than done =( lol but for now i planned to study later .. haha..

And it always come down to feeling envy (a feeling of discontent or covetousness with regard to another's advantages, success, possessions, etc.) haha .. Sometimes see what my friends have and what i dont have .. the feeling just pop up..

Enough of comparing haha .. i should be feeling blessed of what i already have =)!

Ru*Zaini posted at 2:28 PM


Friday, January 26, 2007

Hmph today the friday .. night class !! lol ..

But hey everything started fine .. i came for e-learning on time .. did the e-learning .. oh "my did" is actually taking from people than editing it to be my own haha! Lol .. I never bring the book la .. and i was lazy so yap .. Edit from people one la .. not me only wat .. =P!

Lol .. than lab .. had sad quiz .. was fine .. so was the cisco quiz .. Did fine for both .. yay they are done with ..!!

So only left with ...
- Networking report presentation to hand up next friday (2nd Feb)
- Sad mock test also next friday (2nd Feb)
- Accounting Common test (9th feb)
- And all the other exams in later February ...
- First up is Networking on 22nd Feb (thurs)
- Second up is Database on 26th Feb (mon)
- Lastly is SAD on 28th Feb (wed)

All at 4.30 pm !

Dont know if i miss anything out .. but hey .. i got wonderful friends and classmates!! Lol they will remind me =)!

And yap yap .. today in SAD lab .. i and jan was like playing the Marvel super heroes game the fighting arcade game! .. haha! And jan !! I find out how to bring out the other character le !! haha .. =P!! Tell u next week .. or soon .. when i see u ;) or ur gonna figure it out urself ??!

Haha here's the start up screen of the old dumb game which im so excited over playing =P! Still remember the old times when i was still playing it with my bro on our old age playstation haha!


Ru*Zaini posted at 11:36 PM


Thursday, January 25, 2007

Today was cool haha .. Our school open house started .. NYP OPEN HOUSE 2007 but who cares right haha .. Blehh ..

Hmphh yap .. James and Zila came over for open house .. sorry u guys .. didnt meet u guys in school or personally escort u guys around school i was busy hanging around wif the peeps haha .. Sincere apologies =)!

Ok yap .. We went watch movie again haha hajar, elly, me and zahid .. at Ang mo kio now !! the ticket is below look look .. =P!



Than after watch movie was hanging around .. than we end up at IKEA ya the big big one at pasir ris again .. u want to know why?!?! haha cause they keep telling me the hotdog there nice to eat .. So i just had to try it !! And it was nice la ! Kk here .. i give u see the picture .. of it .. imagine u eating it ok .. its really nice i swear =P!!


Ru*Zaini posted at 9:10 PM


Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Haha .. cool day today overall .. Thanks u guys for making it such a cool day! Elly, Sal, Zahid and Emy =)!!

Went to school for vb .. Woot .. i was actually early haha .. 9.10 reach the lab .. lol .. Cause u know why?? I thought got cms quiz today .. Than i came .. my friends all say .. next week la .. Bleh make a fool out of myself .. but hey good side is i study on it early haha .. Than teacher give assignment to do and she wants it hand up by end of lab .. and she mark it personally .. i was like doing anyhow cause im like slacking and hungry .. cause never eat dinner last night .. and i couldnt care less oh well ..

Ok enough bout school .. Boring !! lol .. Right .. the fun starts!! They were deciding to watch movie while helping them to do their database documentation .. U know lar them .. sal, elly and zahid haha .. than .. went vivo .. to meet emy than walk walk .. chill .. everythings cool .. than watch the movie .. see the ticket below .. tells it all haha!



The movie was fine .. but not totally to my liking but hey people have different taste .. And ya .. ok talk about the day again haha..

Yap yap seriously la .. thanks u guys for the great day .. miss the times where we actually chill .. haha .. like i said .. haha so long never see u emy .. haha .. right and everything was cool .. Thanks again really wanna show my deepest appreciation!! lol !

Ru*Zaini posted at 11:39 PM


Lol ... look wat time is it im blogging .. lol 5.40am .. god like for the first time i slept like 11-12 hrs totally dead flat on the bed .. cause yesterday night didnt had sleep .. seriously not even a sound could wake me up .. i cant even remember my mom or whoever callin me or watever .. no one ask me if i wanted eat dinner ?? lol ... guess they did .. but i was too sleepy to even hear i guess oh well ..

Haha .. yay can relax a bit already .. database proj is over .. and done with ... also os exam .. its over ... hope i pass that stupid module .. a bit scary cause like everything last minute .. oh well .. so now left with all the final exams.

And thurs need hand up that semestral proj thing and fri got cisco exam ... must get rdy i suppose ... oh well think gonna get some slp if i still wanna .. byee

Ru*Zaini posted at 5:39 AM


Monday, January 22, 2007

Wee .. Hmph lazy blog about school la .. haha .. just today i went to my aunt's house for her daughter's birthday.. It wasnt so cool .. cause i had to go alone .. cause my mom was working .. and my bro and his wife was like .. never go .. oh well .. below are some pictures ...


Cute right!! haha .. thats not the birthday girl .. but shes just so cute!! My favourite aunt youngest daughter =)!


The 3 girls of my aunt .. 2 of them on the left are the birthday girls .. their birthday are near dates .. january .. same with their mom .. also which is my aunt haha!


Haha the joke about the candles .. the special thingy on the candles .. they kept blowing but the candles never got blown out ..

Ru*Zaini posted at 3:12 AM


Saturday, January 20, 2007

Alright woke up as usual watched pokemon just now haha .. Ok lets Blog about school now .. trying to be serious ar .. haha but still lazy about the whole thing and kinda hating it .. cause so much things to do .. and its yet to be done la ..

Ok ..

- Database proj .. not quite done yet .. presentation on monday .. (22nd jan) ..
- Os written exam .. on monday also (22nd jan)..

If those two are done right .. i think load off man shoulders feel so much lighter.. but no rest today and tmrw .. must study and finish up .. Also dunno wat to study for os .. "go checks if wrote anything on wat to study" .. Bleh lame .. i wrote must study all lectures and projects .. whats that suppose to mean must study everything .. arghh .. lol .. the teachers also no give tips one oh well ..

Alright and not forgetting friday 26th jan .. got cisco exam .. blehh ..

hmphh wat else .. i think no more .. except for the other final exams on feb ... alright think gonna watch tv and relax .. than start studying and all ..

Oh and ya .. not forgetting .. the specialisation thing was out .. yesterday .. and i got Networking .. ITSN .. path b.. attachment and fypj first .. hope im ready for all the hooha in year 3 ... oh well .. but i guess i wish to spend the time of this year 2 few more weeks/months .. and make it an everlasting one haha ..

Ru*Zaini posted at 11:46 AM


Friday, January 19, 2007

Hmphh .. how do i start .. I havent say congrats la .. Lol everyone been congratulating .. my Friend, Bro haha the Name is -->Sallehin! remember it! lol being lame or wat .. he pass his TP .. already .. driving already ... happy .. shiok haha .. he got only 6 demerit points u know .. kk i tell the whole world for him haha .. Alright not forgetting my Congratulations! Finally achieving ur goal to drive!

Well he's been super nice .. after passing .. like wanting to ask everyone out .. driving everyone around .. drive everyone home .. thanks a lot man .. hmph .. lets see ..

Start school coming late for remedial lecture which i dont need to go .. so i was early for school haha .. yeaa .. but i skipped my SAD - System Analysis & Design Lab class .. although its known as SAD how saddd lol ! Sorry jan never picnic with u !! Wanted hang around .. haha .. my turn to get lazy and not be so studious all the time .. =)!! Yeaa went to woodlands mall ar ?? dunno la wats it call .. lol .. so lame .. yeaa went there to eat and study with sal he drive wat haha .. cool la .. before that actually went prayers and hang out at the ang mo kio hub near our school went to the ntuc Xtra price below with jan and ays than they went back to school for the lab lesson .. cool la .. so biggg Lol !! hmph .. ya .. than .. we had our Networking lab test .. it went fine .. cool yay i could do everything haha ..

than after that .. after the class .. went with the whole gang ..haha ! lol .. Sallehin..liyana(bo)haha! me, has, iqa and hajar .. went courts at Pasir ris that one the big one .. lol .. cool walk around they took loads of pictures .. i think if u wanna see the pictures go their blog la .. i lazy to post .. i never take pictures with them so much anywayz .. they like go there .. to model la .. not to shop .. all the furnitures there .. they sit down .. model take picture .. How fun they had burning their time modelling haha! But it was cool .. hanging out !!

Oh ya and not forgetting Everything all happen thanks to Sal who drive us there!! So ya he's the one .. he pass and treat everyone to a drive tour or wat ... Alright thanks man for the day!

Ru*Zaini posted at 10:46 PM


Thursday, January 18, 2007

Alright .. maybe i blog too soon .. u got online .. we chat .. totally the best chat we ever had .. i appreciate everything u been doing every minute of it .. thank u so much for making me feeling the way im feeling now .. u know what i mean haha ..

And ya .. u say u ask this ..

well
i guess its good that
things are alot better then?
our friendship?

Didnt give u a clear answer .. but ya about me being gullible and not ever holding grudges and everything .. u should clearly know .. u mean everything .. and ya our friendship is better than ever =)! thanks for everything!

Ru*Zaini posted at 11:11 PM


I dont feel so good .. this past few days ... Everything seems to be all wrong ..

=( Too many projects .. too many tests .. too many everything .. and getting sick like totally not the right time .. that sums it all up ... i think im thinking too much .. ya basically always thinking .. even think i think too much whats wrong with me .. haizz .. Stop whining .. thats life .. Damn .. Life .. we face it .. we deal with it .. why cant i just be thankful that im alive? Alive .. healthy .. somewhat happy .. normal .. not handicapped .. why am i expecting so much .. why am i wanting everything perfect .. People say life isnt perfect .. no one say life was fair .. Deal with it man! Whats up with me !! lol .. Blehh .. babbling ..

One minute .. u talk to me like all the time .. and suddenly just cause i told u .. i seem like making everything trouble for u .. and i wasnt being fair to be like troubling u with all my nonsense .. and now u come online couple of times .. and i chat with u the other time .. u didnt reply .. I seriously miss u .. alright i need u .. ur like everything im holding on to .. maybe u know that .. maybe u dont .. or maybe ur sick of telling me to stop thinking all the bad stuff .. and whining about all my problems .. and im sorry ... U said i can email u everytime .. and ur not online anymore .. I really wanna talk to u .. But i guess your sick of what i been telling u ... Im sorry man .. bleh .. im talking rubbish .. maybe if u read this ... I wish the next time u come online .. we can talk normally .. like the few days or weeks we had ..

I know u got ur own life in states and everything but guess im holding on too strong.. thats why i told u im sorry if im troubling u i suppose..

Im fine =)!

Ru*Zaini posted at 8:10 PM


Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Woot lets blog first time in point form !

- Came quite on time for lecture but he never take attendance! waste my time maybe cause debarment date over le ..

- Vb lab test was fine! .. although i didnt manage to get full marks but who cares right haha ..

- Hmph still sick maybe should really go doctor but i lazy .. maybe will get well on my own .. who cares anywayz haha ..

- Thats about it i guess .. and i wanted to post a picture of my pancake i ate at macdonald today but look at this !! ----> Photobucket Site Maintenance... Images and videos will continue to serve during this short maintenance. LAME RITE !! lol .. oh well .. upload it later or tmrw ! On second thoughts .. elsie say can add image on blogger itself .. let me try ar haha ! Look below !! Cool rite .. My initial "R"! Lol ..


Ru*Zaini posted at 10:04 PM


Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Blehh .. today .. haha .. nothing much ?? lol ..

Woke up on time .. but dunno why reach class 30 mins late hahah! Me being late .. always like that .. first few weeks of the sem .. so Good .. than slack at the end .. haha .. oh well .. hmph ... Yea vb vb vb vb !! VB lab test tmrw .. so lazy to study .. but gonna study so yap..

Went home right after the lab lesson cause u know why ?? My mom is at home haha! yay !! lol .. bleh sounds so kiddish .. oh well who cares .. so yapp .. I slept the whole bus ride la!! From the moment i took the 22 bus at Ang mo kio interchange .. right .. until the moment the bus turn into my area .. I was like .. omg ..where am i haha .. good thing didnt miss my stop .. sleep so soundly =P!! oh ya ... than when i was walking down the lane going home ... omg .. cockroaches everywhere la haha .. the coackroach have invade us .. haha .. aiya im rubbish ... actually .. they spray the thingy .. than coackroach run out everywhere haha !! Cool la ... i reach home my mom was like .. the coacroach was crawling all over the kitchen and the window .. but hey i miss the fun .. she clean up already haha .. if not can squash and kill them i love it !! lol .. bleh but its a sin to kill insects u know .. but who cares .. squashing them is so FUN !! lol =P !! alright .. gonna study vb ... and database proj .. the switchboard not done yet .. and other stuff .. So yap .. Gotta go do and study !!

Ru*Zaini posted at 1:07 PM


Monday, January 15, 2007

Haha .. im hook on this old song man!! Alright the song playing on my blog now .. and whenever i go to my blog .. full blast speaker man!! Lol ..

Artist : Train
Song : Ordinary

Whose eyes am I behind
I don't recognize anything that I see
Whose skin is this design
I don't want this to be the way that you see me

I don't understand anything anymore
In this world that I'm tired of
Is taking me right up these walls
That I climb up
To get to your story
Its anything but ordinary

And when the world is on its knees with me its fine
And when I come to the rescue I get nothing but left behind
Everybody seems to be getting what they need, where's mine
Cause your what I need so very but im anything but ordinary

Can you save me from this world of mine
Before I get myself arrested with this expectation
You are the one look what you've done
What have you done?
This is not some kind of joke
You're just a kid
You weren't ready for what you did

And when the world is on its knees with me its fine
And when I come to the rescue I do it for you time after time
Everybody seems to be getting what they need, where's mine
'Cause you what I need so very but im anything but ordinary

I think im trying to save the world for you
You've been saving me too
We could just stay in and save each other

Im anything but ordinary
(ordinary)
Im anything but ordinary
(ordinary)

Ru*Zaini posted at 10:30 PM


ok let me continue haha .. cause while i was bloggin bout the presentation .. has sms me .. went to meet her at bedok haha .. she went shoppin ... am i allowed to say that has?? haha .. =P but yea she did =x !! And thank god she ask me go bedok !! I finally returned the 2 library books !! haha .. im so not gonna borrow anymore... borrow than lazy to return .. haha .. got $1.20 fine .. additional from last time my frens fine and its total of $2.25 oh ya .. and not bringing up my mom's library books fine la ... happen like i was so young .. the fine over $100 over plus cause move house than never return the book haha! Lol .. sadded .. oh well .. =P! Thats all i guess xD!

Ru*Zaini posted at 9:40 PM


Lolz ... lets see .. Today the monday .. Monday Blues ??!?! lol .. Im sick so sad haha .. actually im alright la .. always totally too followed by my sickness when im actually alright .. haha .. But right today Come 1 hr 30 mins late sia for the class haha! Want to know why?!?! Yaya my bad habit .. woke up already .. aiya later la .. sleep again .. oh and wake up OMG !! 8 am !! LOL !! crazy fool me .. class start 8 am .. 8am i just woke up ! Kill me if u guys want haha .. What a joke i am .. Right ...

So since i wake up late already .. take my own sweet time to get ready la .. somemore presentation at 11 .. Iron clothes like zombie .. so slow .. LOL!! blehh .. right and the presentation was fine i guess .. but as i know i always suk at it =P! Alright here's a picture after the presentation with the peeps which actually "I" look good on .. haha .. and they took lots of pictures but i wasnt in it or some people cover me haha!


Ru*Zaini posted at 6:05 PM


Sunday, January 14, 2007

Dammit !! Getting sick totally sux man !! Help me lol !! Tmrw Os presentation and its not done la .. Stupid body aches and sore throat .. how to present tmrw .. and i hate presenting haha .. so sadded ... !!

Oh well .. gonna do the os slides now .. and try touching up everything =)!! The teacher is an ass !! for giving us only a week to do it .. he think we robots ar .. Ass !! lol !! .. oh well .. chop chop gonna do now =P!

Ru*Zaini posted at 1:21 PM


Saturday, January 13, 2007

Doh .. just finish eating maggi mee haha .. hungry had nothing to eat .. yawns !! Should go sleep soon .. wanna watch pokemon tmrw morning .. and maybe gonna study .. with some peeps .. haha .. hmph .. oh and ya ..

I just found out my favourite auntie is at bangkok .. no wonder she sms me .. asking my waist size and my bro's i was like what for seh haha .. than asked my mom .. and she say .. my aunt is at bangkok on business trip .. thats cool la .. she buying for me stuff haha =P!! lol .. yay .. bleh .. k thats all wanna go slp soon !! So cold weather .. can go sleep like dead log!

Ru*Zaini posted at 12:32 AM


Hmph .. dont know whats going on with me .. so lazy and keep waking up late .. Lol .. wanted to go to remedial lecture thingy .. but than i woke up .. than i was like damn tired la lazy so go sleep back .. than wake up late to go to class also .. haha but not that late =P made it in time .. So yaa .. Today the night class!! Damn lame .. miss my chinese drama show =( and other shows lol .. oh well ..

Hmph in between the breaks .. wanted to do assignment and projs .. but didnt do much .. mostly was eating .. and playing haha =P!! lol ..

Oh right .. here's a pic of me .. in lecture in the morning .. freaking bored .. sit down there no hear lecture .. BORING !! Lol ..

And keep raining and raining la ! Make me sleepy only! But cool ... =P!


Ru*Zaini posted at 12:01 AM


Thursday, January 11, 2007

Today morning lecture .. actually was intending to go .. than i woke up late again .. darn ... forgot to set my phone alarm .. oh well .. so just went to school late .. without having my attendance taken oh well .. its still good anywayz.. the joke was .. i reach and sit .. it was 9am already .. which the lecture start at 8am Lols ! I sit only .. the teacher say end of lecture .. what a joke .. right .. haha..

So since there was no other class .. the lesson day ends ... cause the next lesson was cancel .. thats why was actually not intending to go to school just for lame freaking 2 hrs .. but had to do projects and stuff .. and beats sitting at home and rot .. and i will just like totally rot at home la .. so its good that i went to school haha! =P! Lol .. i make myself sound so idiotic .. right i am ..!! lol !! sighh .. Yea thats all la .. Such boring day today ... come to school .. do nothing .. do projects .. do this do that .. than go home .. =(! Lol .. I cant do much cause im broke =( boohoo ... wish i had all the money in the world .. =P !!

Ru*Zaini posted at 7:05 PM


Wednesday, January 10, 2007

haha .. my wednesday .. nothing special la .. normal like any other days .. after accounting which ends at 12 today .. i was like so freaking bored .. nothing to do .. was deciding to study la actually .. but than never .. cause was lazy .. even proj never do haha .. =P!!

Than was kinda thinking wat to do .. so i called atik.. checking what time she was free.. than she said she ends at 3 .. than was deciding to watch movie .. i was asking her la .. than think think .. alamak im like so broke .. hole in my pocket already haha .. than she say nvm she treat .. haha .. =P!! blehh .. so nice .. yea so we went to watch School of scoundrels .. haha funny show =P!! Not forgetting the ticket picture .. memory in picture form haha lols ..


Ru*Zaini posted at 10:28 PM


Monday, January 08, 2007

Alright .. didnt blog yesterday was lazy haha .. Well the kinda news i wanna say is that .. my dad talking to me already .. guess blood is that thick huh .. haha .. oh well guess i will try make it as normal as i can i suppose ..

Oh yea right .. today school =)! Woot .. lol .. boring day .. nothing special .. hmphh .. Lots of school stuff coming up la .. Presentations .. and projects to be done .. damn .. the time of moment where im like so lazy!! haha .. and i hate presentations nothings new =(! lol .. Boohoo .. Haha i figured out the Database project thingy on the subform .. and its start rolling again .. guess gonna finish up tmrw with aisyah and sam =)! And the other assignments .. should start finishing i suppose .. the OS assignment .. and all the upcoming tests and stuff .. Damn busy busy ! lol ..

Oh yaa!! On the way home .. I saw they setting up PASAR MALAM at my bus stop there yay .. hope it gonna be a big one haha .. I love pasar malam ok .. the Food !!! can eat like crazy haha .. talking about eat .. LOL!! .. i swear i can never get fat .. eat like mad cow also still so thin .. oh well! =)! yaa so thats all i have to blog about i guess =P!

Ru*Zaini posted at 10:17 PM


Saturday, January 06, 2007

Lol .. my saturday .. boring like f*** lol.. haha .. cause me being freaking lazy .. rot at home whole day .. but hey always wake up morning at 11 am to watch pokemon ok haha .. !! lol .. how lame can i get .. so yaa .. thats it la .. been sitting at home cause got nothing to do ... so poor thing right .. lol but thats me haha !

Was suppose to go my great aunt house today also .. dont know got what function was lazy to go also .. like slept the whole afternoon la haha .. Freaking lazy bum ME x)!!

And rite .. I thought i heard few people say like "Help yourself?! Give yourself a chance or dont know whatsoever i guess" .. But hey .. i did try it out .. and ya im being clingy? .. thats sad la actually .. i thought i actually find someone to look up to and like talk once in a while .. and i didnt like really hog u .. or like totally like make time difficult for u .. but hey if u feel that way alright ar .. guess i make the wrong decision to even start with it .. and i think u said something wrong .."There is no need to say that u will change." Im sorry i didnt like beg anything from you and why do i need to tell u i will change just to get ur services? is that what u meant.. im sorry but that line really just screwed it up .. Anywayz thanks for giving the start a smooth sailing one .. really make me felt good .. Sorry if how i reacted was so uneasy for u and take too much of ur space .. Thats all .. P.S U got me trap in your hands .. just moments away for u to ruin my whole life .. its up to you i guess if u want to do it .. I was kinda prepared when i let it out to you.. But i guess i will be really dead after that happens..

It all comes back down to this very song below ..


Ru*Zaini posted at 10:34 PM


Friday, January 05, 2007

Woot .. after 2 weeks break .. finally friday .. the longest school day ever ! lol .. 10am to 9.30 pm !! Damn tired .. haha .. but totally fun =) !! Well i started the day again .. coming late for lecture haha .. Well it was actually E-learn but who cares haha .. anywayz yay my friends sign for me i was present =P! haha reach at 11am .. just in time for the lecture! =) !

Right ... so after that hmphh .. yaa the 1pm class haha .. Jan didnt come early la ! Dont know what she do at home .. i had my own gathering titbits picnic .. with elsie haha .. no pictures taken la .. but i did get nice titbits for myself and the sweets giving away in class haha!! and the wafer biscuit thing which was for myself! But i did share ok with some people only haha! .. hmph let me think what its call ..oh ya i think its "Loackers" or something haha .. Than during the 2 hrs break kinda thing .. went to elp did some assignment shyt .. with elsie only .. cause we donno where to go so why not be the study freaks haha ..

So ya .. than the night class was kinda cool .. learn bout the router thingy .. Yay i got it haha .. lame zaini =P! alright .. than went home .. with some of my friends =) ! Yay so thats my lame boring day at school!

Ru*Zaini posted at 11:29 PM


Thursday, January 04, 2007

Haha kinda just got back from such a long day .. alright first day start of school again after the 2 weeks break .. Cool haha .. i start it by coming late for my first lecture haha .. Who cares! my attendance still quite ok =) ! lol

Hmph than after we got no more lessons I headed with the peeps to yoko's house! haha .. yeaa they smoke like crazy people nothings new .. and coolzz la her house haha .. than they go to class at around 1 .. Hmph than what I do .. yeaa i went elp .. and being studios or wat but i dont know what i was doing la at the elp .. haha waiting for has, zahid and elly finish their networking class ..

After that headed to tamp .. To meet emy... lol .. than has .. wanted meet her dad haha .. She bought new phone !!! woot .. N5300 .. same as my mom .. Alright shes happy she got new phone .. hurray hurray all day .. but funny thing right .. no battery haha .. New phone but cant on .. Have fun la has .. Use my handphone whole day ar .. haha nvm .. =) !

Than they and their rubbish .. deciding where to eat .. end up go airport eat swensen haha .. ! Lol .. Than right .. on the way back home .. Got Woah !! Traumatic Cab Experience !! Woah .. ok i dont want to tell la .. haha dont know how to say it also ! i think if u want to know .. ask Elly and Has .. They were like on about it the whole night la .. Especially has telling everyone DONT TAKE SILVERCAB !! Lol !! haizz .. alright now its like going to 1.30 am already .. 8 am lecture tmrw .. damnn gonna slp =) !

Ru*Zaini posted at 1:20 AM


Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Lol school gonna start in a few hours .. and its so like me not to sleep .. Cause sleep is boring .. and im lazy to sleep .. everyone would always tell me .. Sleep also lazy ?? Lol .. thats me la u guys nothings new ..

Well just finished watch The Covenant! haha cool show .. Downloaded it only took a day .. Like the show .. the sound effects .. the hot casts .. haha .. Anywayz the show was about love and power .. Really touched me at some point .. The father giving up his power to his son .. and some other .. mushy stuff haha ! Lol alright i think i goin to bed .. School tmrw .. Must be in my best mood to study ;) !!

Ru*Zaini posted at 1:16 AM


Monday, January 01, 2007

Lol .. change the picture .. Lol do u guys feel the emo .. negativity ?? lol .. haha im crazy already .. haiz havent been having my best days so ya ..

Ru*Zaini posted at 2:03 PM


Haha happy hari raya haji aidiladha to all my malay friends ... And happy new year 2007 to everyone =) !! A new year have started already Yay?!?! lol .. alright hari raya haji was fine .. went to my grandma's house .. celebrate shyt .. watever .. was cool .. the kiddies having their lame tug of war haha .. look how "kiddy" it was haha !


Ru*Zaini posted at 10:05 AM