Well .. havent been bloggin as usual .. cause i got nothing to blog about .. im a boring person haha ..

Just have to blog about this .. i kinda sat down .. and think .. did some soul searchin .. just been asking myself why i keep making myself feel miserable .. about all my past experience and events .. and all the bad things that had ALREADY happened .. why trap myself in all those stupid moody swings .. and rubbish crap .. and keep rewining all the bad events .. and think until my head is like gonna burst already haha .. Finally i already made the decision la .. why keep making myself feel like shyt all the time .. Why think so much zaini ?!? lol ..

My secondary school friends .. all my close ones .. that i kinda drift apart from .. or i should say maybe i neglected them .. Im so sorry .. I realise now .. u guys keep telling me .. stop thinking about the past .. move on .. its over .. They even tell me .. why u always make urself feel miserable .. Make urself feel happy .. Ur the only one .. who can make urself feel happy and stop thinking .. Be Happy lol .. Finally la .. i kinda get it .. i could just stop thinking about all the rubbish past histories or memories or shyts .. and just live life happily .. have fun .. stop worrying .. Who cares right .. just be happy .. Lol .. damn .. i feel good .. Maybe cause i had already talked to a special someone and she totally made me feel alright with myself .. Thanks man .. Maybe should hug u when school starts haha !! lol .. =) ! alright damn .. Happy days here i come ;) !

Besides all that .. my mom been kinda buggin me .. and its kinda getting annoying la .. sighh .. she kept asking me to ask my dad for money cause he get bonus .. than im like in my heart .. if he wanna give .. he will give wat .. and if he dont want to give thats fine .. im used to it anywayz .. And its like .. if he really care bout me he will give .. It Actually shows that he doesnt care la .. lol .. oh well .. sighh .. why does money always become an issue in LIFE ..