My close friends Call me Zaini and Zac but my full name is Ruzaini Bin Razali,
Already graduated From Nyp with Diploma in Engineering Informatics and serving NS at Police Academy!
I first step on Earth on 17th september 1987 and im a Virgo! I stay in Singapore, Bedok Reservoir Rd.
The things i like to do is hanging out with my peeps watching Movies, Helping people out, Watching cool Tv Shows like currently now are Gossip Girls,
Ghost Whisperer, Skins, Desperate Housewives and Heroes!, my usual crap thing to do is surfing the Internet and Facebook not forgetting online Games too
and all the rubbish haha!
Wishlist & Dreams
Portable Harddisk
FCUK T-shirt Sports Shoes Black Shoes
Adidas Black Jacket
Leather Haversack Sony Ericsson W595
New Laptop
PSP
Car License
University Admission
A Happy Life
Alright lets take off the song on the blog haha .. lazy to keep uploading songs already .. But hey the video .. Jesse Mccartney - Just so you know .. very cool la .. haha .. and my mom got that phone that he's holding 2 days ago !! lmao ..
And i cant freaking believe how fast time has gone la !! School going to reopen already .. and woot welcoming year 2007 !!
Ru*Zainipostedat 1:55 AM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Watched HEART yesterday and i slept at 6 am haha after watching it .. damn touching show la .. And for those who have watched it right haha .. the climax joke of the show .. when was Luna cant put on the ring Fahel gave .. i was like what the hell .. and than she started crying haha .. Oh well overall .. touching show man =)!
And i woke up around 11am .. Meet Atik at 2pm like that at tamp .. haha spend the whole day with her again .. Went zila's house a while gave her the vcd .. but we couldnt chill at her house cause she dont let .. boohoo nowhere to go haha
So we like spend the whole day at the library with my laptop watching all the dvds i have in my bag haha .. Haha ... ok besides that been going out with her ... we eat together .. than always she cant finish .. and i have to finish up .. trying make me fat or wat Atik !! haha .. Oh well thats all =) !
Ru*Zainipostedat 9:46 PM
Sighh .. i just finish watching sky high .. cool show .. haha nice dvd .. Besides that .. Haizzz why is life so unfair to me .. something crap happen which i dun wanna talk about .. but i kinda hate myself .. everything just goes wrong so sudden in such wonderous short amount of time .. haiz .. Im seriously not sabotaging my happiness what .. BUT WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN arghh =( !! Each time i feel the least for once Happy .. this happen .. full of shyt la !!
Ru*Zainipostedat 2:06 AM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Haha woot .. today should be one of the coolest day ever !!
Start at 12 noon .. meet my peeps .. want celebrate haha yani's so call belated bday finally !! haha .. Atik !! she want belanja us pizza hut haha .. ya but hey i just ate pizza yesterday haha sorry atik never eat pizza !! haha .. Funny thing right !! We planned to meet at bedok interchange .. than end up yani went to tampines interchange .. Haha !! .. so we went to tampines ... Than i ordered spaghetti la .. never eat pizza cause kinda sick of it yesterday just EAT LA haha !! ..
Than we gave yani the present and eat pizza hut haha .. than yani had to go .. she got things to do .. ya thats why so hard to meet up with her !! Plan until siao now just meet her haha .. oh well .. So walk around Tampines Mall .. with Zila and Atik .. Those crazy fools haha .. Havoc !! .. Than i and atik .. want watch movie .. haha so like us WATS NEW MAN !! lol .. Zila dont want watch .. she party pooper .. she say lazy watch movie .. Sit there and watch also lazy !! Wat la .. oh well .. So atik and I watch ERAGON !! haha .. The 4 pm show .. Very cool man !! LOVE THE SHOW !!!! IT WAS COOL !!! get it ?!?!? haha .. !! i love it .. Alright .. zila .. went home .. haha .. but we planning to go to zila's house after the movie .. haha ..
So and ya we did !! after the movie was like nearly goin to 7 .. 6.30 like that .. Went to zila's house .. Cause i want borrow the movie HEART .. malay movie show la haha .. my bro say want borrow me .. NEver give until now !! No need LA .. i borrow from my fren already haha !! GONNA WATCH IT LATER !! .. So ya .. than we left zila's house .. like around 8 plus haha .. So below the ticket picture .. And snap pic of me and them at zila's house haha !! Atik learning how to cook or wat from zila .. writing recipe ingredients on foolscap haha !
And i have to post up the new song !! Im hook to it .. But no special Meaning ar .. just hook with the song man !! =) !!
Ru*Zainipostedat 9:58 PM
Papa Roach - What Do You Do?
I got a one-way ticker on a hell-bound train With nothing to lose and nothing to gain Nobody ever taught me how to live I'm feeling like i'm lost- like i'll never be found I'm twisted and i'm turned around Nobody ever taught me how to love I'm hurting everbody i'm hurting myself I'm desperate
Chorus So what do you do When it all comes down on you? Do you run and hide Or face the truth? (x2)
If you were to tell me that i'd die today This is what i'd have to say I never really had the time to live And if you were to give me just another chance Another life, another dance All i really want to do is love I'm hurting everybody I'm hurting myself I'm desperate
Chorus
When all is said and done you could be the one With open arms and open eyes You're jumping off the edge and hoping you can fly Accept your fate for what it is Into the great unknown ...got a one-way ticket on a hell-bound train With nothing to lose and nothing to gain...
Ru*Zainipostedat 9:50 AM
Hmph lets see .. Lol nothing to blog la !! haha .. right but today (Tuesday, 26th of Dec) well still today that is haha.. my mom off day .. wah like so long .. her being off from work .. haha .. actually was deciding to go out with her la .. go somewhere or wat .. Cause so long never had the mother and son time LOL .. lame rite .. haizz .. than she got lazy ... it was raining heavily .. she and her jokes .. "Im so cold" acting shivering and all .. i was like wat the hell la .. LOL .. haha .. she cant stand the cold .. and its just raining .. im like .. on with the fan and all .. even though its cold .. COOL WAT .. Lol .. but she cant take it .. she was like Off the fan la !! Very cold .. Brrrr LOL !! .. haha .. my mom can be a joker ..
Oh and ya .. so she was lazy to go out right .. cause it was like freaking raining so heavily .. So she ordered pizza !! Lol yay .. haha ... The christmas set thingy .. merry suprise pizza .. and the pepper pizza .. and the set thingy .. Crap la .. the pepper pizza supreme .. taste like crap .. especially the mushroom sour like crap Lol .. but oh well ate like crazy person again .. =P !! So ya .. and not forgetting my parents MUSICAL at home .. they so cant see face to face with each other .. What such music they make at home .. sighh .. oh well .. Thats all .. Below the picture of the pizza .. Yummy !!! haha .. Oh ya .. Happy Belated Merry Christmas to everyone and a Happy new year !! Few more days to Year 2007 !!
Ru*Zainipostedat 2:10 AM
Sunday, December 24, 2006
I saw that on my friend's Blog .. Nice quote man ..
"Life is such a tiring game where the rules are not set. U try too hard, people diss you. You dont try at all, people start hating you. You dont know who to trust and who to not to."
Posted up a new song! .. Damn the song means so much! =)
"Chris Daughtry - It's Not Over"
I was blown away What could I say It all seemed to make sense. Your taking away everything And I can't do without.
I try to see the good in life. The good things in life are hard to find. We're blowing away, blowing away Can we make this something good?
Well I'll try to do to it right this time around It's not over, Try to do it right this time around It's not over But a part of me is dead and in the ground. This love is killing me But your the only one It's not over.
I've taken all I can take And I cannot wait We're wasting too much time Being strong, holding on Can't let it bring us down
My life with you means everything So I won't give up that easily Blowing away blowing away Can make this something good? Cause it's all misunderstood?
Well I'll try to do to it right this time around It's not over, Try to do it right this time around It's not over But a part of me is dead and in the ground. This love is killing me But your the only one It's not over.
You can't let this get away Let it out, let it out Don't get caught up in yourself Let it out.
Let's start over Well try to do to it right this time around Its not over But a part of me is dead and in the ground. This love is killing me But your the only one It's not over.
Lets start over Its not over This love is killing me But your the only one It's not over
Ru*Zainipostedat 12:10 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Yesterday, friday 22nd dec .. was the coolest longest day ever .. i could say haha .. Started off .. going to The VB.net remedial lesson which start at 9.30am ... We took Cab LOL .. cause we were lazy rite ... haha ... Than after that .. went tampines to get the other 1/2 of special gift with has again haha ..
Than from tampines .. there was the small Pasar malam ... in front .. and we bought burgers and nasi sambal goreng haha to go eat over at Hajar's house .. We lepak there a while .. than around 5-6 .. got ready to go to Sallehin's chalet ..
Over there ... while going there was kinda suk la dont know why haha .. But than when we reach there .. havoc .. There was sallehin of course doh .. than hajar, elly, zahid, emy, me and has haha .. What we did ?? hmphh .. of course they smoke .. like drink water ... Lol .. eat .. having fun like hell .. la .. it was cool :) !! Oh ya thats it i guess haha ..
And not forgetting the cat .. who climbed the tree .. when we reach the chalet while we were sitting outside .. Cool rite ??!?!? Look below !! haha ..
Ru*Zainipostedat 11:48 AM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Meet has around 1 i think... =) !! Eat .. and talk and everything .. lol .. Hmphh after that around 5 i think .. went meet atik .. at paya lebar .. than we made our way to go to tampines ... to buy a special friend a special present ;) ! haha .. Right than we went to watch .. Night At The Museum!! Its the coolest show ever ... i swear .. All of u guys should go watch it .. It rocks man .. =) !! I love the show haha ..Alright basically thats my day .. without lots of details .. I know u guys dont like to read so much so thats all =P !!
And the ticket picture below haha .. and me .. took a snapshot of myself .. Im ugly i know haha .. and hmphh .. i hate taking pictures of myself .. so this could be the last picture u guys seeing me taking SOLO picture or watever haha ">_<"!
Ru*Zainipostedat 10:34 PM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Well .. havent been bloggin as usual .. cause i got nothing to blog about .. im a boring person haha ..
Just have to blog about this .. i kinda sat down .. and think .. did some soul searchin .. just been asking myself why i keep making myself feel miserable .. about all my past experience and events .. and all the bad things that had ALREADY happened .. why trap myself in all those stupid moody swings .. and rubbish crap .. and keep rewining all the bad events .. and think until my head is like gonna burst already haha .. Finally i already made the decision la .. why keep making myself feel like shyt all the time .. Why think so much zaini ?!? lol ..
My secondary school friends .. all my close ones .. that i kinda drift apart from .. or i should say maybe i neglected them .. Im so sorry .. I realise now .. u guys keep telling me .. stop thinking about the past .. move on .. its over .. They even tell me .. why u always make urself feel miserable .. Make urself feel happy .. Ur the only one .. who can make urself feel happy and stop thinking .. Be Happy lol .. Finally la .. i kinda get it .. i could just stop thinking about all the rubbish past histories or memories or shyts .. and just live life happily .. have fun .. stop worrying .. Who cares right .. just be happy .. Lol .. damn .. i feel good .. Maybe cause i had already talked to a special someone and she totally made me feel alright with myself .. Thanks man .. Maybe should hug u when school starts haha !! lol .. =) ! alright damn .. Happy days here i come ;) !
Besides all that .. my mom been kinda buggin me .. and its kinda getting annoying la .. sighh .. she kept asking me to ask my dad for money cause he get bonus .. than im like in my heart .. if he wanna give .. he will give wat .. and if he dont want to give thats fine .. im used to it anywayz .. And its like .. if he really care bout me he will give .. It Actually shows that he doesnt care la .. lol .. oh well .. sighh .. why does money always become an issue in LIFE ..
Ru*Zainipostedat 11:11 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
Thanks a lot .. =) for the chat and everything ... U know who u all are ... Makes a difference to me .. thank u so very much =P !! and not forgetting i post up new music .. Nickleback - If Everyone Cared ..
Ru*Zainipostedat 5:30 PM
Bleh .. good morning people .. guess why im awake like so early ?? LOL .. sad story .. my mom was like last night .. 2am .. i was playing games .. she was like .. what time u want me wake u up tmrw for school .. i was like HUH ?? .. no more school la .. 2 weeks break .. than she gave me the guilt thing of not working .. Damn .. lol.. Cause "PJ" supervisor of menswear seiyu dept la .. her so call best friend also haha .. told her .. got job vacancy see if i want .. but that was like dont know a month ago sia ... and i was busy with my exams and projects ... my mom can be so unreasonable sometimes lol .. Than she was like .. why never tell her want work or wat .. bleh .. -.- Oh well .. stop here about that haha ..
Oh right back to the part where im awake so early !! DAMMIT !! they freaking renovating the playground or dont know wtf they doing la .. 8am in the morning .. noise pollution already !! drilling the floor ... or whatever its called .. Lol .. bleh freaking annoying i cant sleep .. so here i am bloggin about it .. whining all the way .. and my mom woke up for work .. and she saw me sleeping like opposite awkwards position on the bed .. and she was like .. "whats wrong with u ??" ... why she asking the obvious ?? I cant sleep la !! i told her lol .. haizzz .. what am i gonna do for 2 weeks .. rot at home .. omg .. SO NO LIFE ZAINI !! ... lol .. oh well .. see how .. still got lots of assignments to do .. and the celebration of yani's belated birthday is still hanging .. and ... i dont know .. i can always go to my Cik da's (Aunt's house) for like everyday .. Free Food .. and FRee Fun !! Lol !! .. right ... thats all =) !!!
Ru*Zainipostedat 8:52 AM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
I have officially started my rotting period !! lol .. is that good or bad ? hahaha.. Alright .. i woke up exactly at 11 am !! woohoo !! watch pokemon !! yay .. haha childish .. lol .. than after that was playing games .. whole day .. wohooo ... well until like 2 pm or so .. than my mom called ... before that i saw my dad woke up la ... than he went back to bed dont know why hahaha .. oh well who cares .. ya back to the part where my mom called .. she said .. i need to go buy my own food .. cause my dad called her up and told her he was sick or something .. than i was like .. oh man .. ME being freaking lazy thought .. oh alright .. Lol !! blahh .. than i said ok .. than .. bye ..
But the funny thing just begun la .. suddenly an hour later .. my dad was like dress up already ... want to go out .. than im like .. huh ?? I thought he was SICK.. Lol .. oh whatever .. than he was like .. oh later he come back he will call me to buy for me food .. oh than i was like .. yay .. no need go out buy food lol .. freaking lazy bum me !! lol .. Alright la .. than around 3 or 4 not sure .. he really called .. ask me what i wanna eat .. than me .. dunno la anything .. than he say chicken rice ?? nasi lemak ?? than i say chicken rice than .. ok .. haha ..
Than he reached home .. than like around 5 .. he was trying to make conversation with me la .. but u know me cant be bothered .. hmphh .. he said he bought a new nokia 3g phone .. n73 .. he show me the box and everything .. than i was like oh ok .. "SO NOT INTERESTED" haha .. im so bad .. oh well .. than now hes asleep .. haha ..
I just kinda want him to know la ... i know he's trying .. to get close to me .. but who was i to him like 18 yrs ago of my life .. i was nobody .. he didnt want a second child .. and he was totally ignoring my needs .. except for my mom who totally gave me everything .. I love u mom !! Lol .. alright me and my nonsense haha .. so yaa .. thats about my dad !! now .. that he's favourite son .. which is my brother .. totally screwed his face up .. by having premarital sex .. and get married so young .. so now .. he trying to get close to me !! let me tell u dad .. maybe its too late .. i guess .. but i would give u a chance to prove it .. anywayz i know u love me haha .. blablabla .. alright im spouting rubbish .. thats all la .. before i even talk more rubbish .. i better stop haha !
Ru*Zainipostedat 6:35 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006
Today the friday .. lol .. last day of the term of school !! yay !! hurray lol .. 2 weeks break !! finally can relax !!! Woohoo !! .. lol .. alright .. thats enough of being happy .. such exaggeration i have ..
Well .. today came for the e learning .. than dont have .. stupid lame .. waste my time .. could have slept longer haha .. oh well .. than after the lecture .. followed my chinese classmates .. haha to coffee shop .. they eat .. kuey chap or wat la dont know how to spell .. Lol .. they say its pork .. dont know what pig organ or wat .. Lol .. right .. haha .. obviously i didnt eat la ... but i took a picture of it haha !!
Than after the IT2743-SAD lab lesson, we went to the library ... cafe .. to watch ... actually they were watching "stuck on you" show .. than it was boring or what .. than they go ahead to watch .. monster inc .. the show where the small girl "Boo!" Lol .. haha .. Here's a picture of the tv .. watchin monster inc at the library cafe haha ..
than .. proceeded to the night class .. darn last day of the term still need to suffer to stay all through the night .. oh well .. Finally its over !!! lol !! yay ... haha .. well still cant relax totally .. gonna divide time to study a bit .. and do the assignments and stuffs ... but got lots of time to rot and play so Hurray !! lol ..
Ru*Zainipostedat 10:42 PM
"Different"
Tell myself on the ride home. Getting tired, hating all I've known. Holding on like it's all I have. Count me out when it's clear that I find it hard to say. And you find it hard to care.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me. Wanted to be anything different, everything you would change in me.
Got this way, up front but never true. God, I'm wrong, it's just the way I am. Crashing down any chance you'll hear. Caving in any chance that you, could see inside of me. And I, I'll know what to say, It's fine, this isn't Hollywood. So fine, getting in your way.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me. Wanted to be anything different, everything you would change in me.
I'm taking a chance, this could be different. This could be all I'm waiting for. Taking a chance, this could be different. This could be all I'm waiting for.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me. Wanted to be anything different, everything you would change in me.
Something that's different (something that's different)
Ru*Zainipostedat 1:00 AM
Reached home haha .. just now .. around 1 plus reach le ... eat myojo tom yam noodles .. eat lots of titbits .. than eat .. chocolate brownie haha .. lolz .. than go to sleep ... guess if im like other people .. im fat already la .. but im not !! Still so skinny !! haha .. than while i was sleeping .. my dad got home .. than he was asking me like 6 plus or 7 plus wat i wanna eat .. than he bought me .. fried kway teow ok la ...
Than earlier when i reached home .. my sis-in-law called me say they wanna come .. but they didnt called me lar .. like the moment they want to come .. they will call .. than suddenly the moment .. when my dad went out to buy food for me haha .. than they came .. i was like .. oh man .. im asleep la !! lol ..
They came to print pictures .. haha .. so yaa .. thats all .. i think i wanna go to bed .. soon .. tmrw another long day ..
Ru*Zainipostedat 12:39 AM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
My dad .. havent been home like nearly 2 days already .. dont know where the hell he go .. not sure what happen between him and my mom also .. kinda lost .. haiz .. thats the least of my problems i guess .. i lost my self control .. i could always hide it ... and just keep quiet if i feel bad or whatever .. but i just blew up .. i hate it to not be ok with people around me .. although i feel so suk up la .. sigh ..
Oh well .. why does life seems like such a torture ... haiz .. how i wish i could just give up u know ... but i need to stand strong .. and think of other people who are facing worst than me i guess .. sigh .. i will be fine ...
Ru*Zainipostedat 2:27 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Alright haha .. my accounting test ended ... was quite ok la .. hmph hope get a good grade .. than everyone was like busy with their own stuff .. than i was like end up alone .. boohoo haha .. but than .. call up few peoples .. but than all busy la. . except for Atik !! lol .. i was like telling her .. dont want go back early la .. cause got idiot at home lol .. than my mom working late midnight shift la .. going christmas and stuff ... so want hang around than late than go back .. than she was like ... oh we meet .. go eat than watch movie .. than i was like .. cool .. havent watched movie for so long anywayz ..
So meet her at tampines ... than went to shop around .. she wanted buy christmas presents for her mates ... and .. like .. we got nothing better to do so talk about lots of things .. familys .. school ... lol .. almost everything .. than we decided watch the movie show .. "The holiday" .. the show was cool la ... while waiting for the show at 6.40pm .. when actually i like meet up with her .. about 4pm when i reach tampines .. we went to eat long john .. shop around and blablabla hahaa ..
The picture of the ticket haha!!
Thanks for the company today atik!
And to my bestest friend yani .. im so sorry i forgot ur birthday on 12th dec !! me and atik forgot .. i was like .. saw the date today .. omg 13th .. i cant believe i forgot ur birthday !! i feel so suck up la .. feel so bad .. didnt wish u !! IM SO SORRY !! happy belated birthday !!! darn ... although i wish u on the phone and said sorry like dont know crazy idiot la hhahah .. i still feel bad !! We will make it up to u !! Promise =) !! Happy birthday once again !!
Ru*Zainipostedat 10:23 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
Lol ok la .. at 4 am in the morning .. we were to downtown east .. hanging around .. actually wanna eat breakfast haha .. than i reach home like 6.30 am hmphh .. haha took cab .. lol cab always .. damn tired la .. havent slept the whole day .. and the database test was fine .. i could do it .. =) !! hmph .. than hang out with them again .. go forum ... and do lots of nonsense la haha .. lol im so tired now .. i wanna go sleep !!!!! But entirely thanks la u guys .. for the times .. good or bad .. at least got u guys for companionship =) !!
The pictures we took .. at downtown east .. at like early moning .. acting stupid with ourselves haha !! lol !! There's more la .. but lazy to post up all ..
Ru*Zainipostedat 9:56 PM
Damn .. i was stressed out la the whole of today .. wanted to meet up with some peopleS' go study .. than end up all last minute change .. piss of la .. haiz .. only god knows how i feel and maybe Has haha .. funny shyt la Has .. haha .. i just was letting out dont worry im fine ..
Oh well .. guess gonna be fine la the OS proj .. since need to hand in the notepads only .. hopefully thats all that we have to hand up la .. if not thats another story ... and ya the database test ... sighh .. teach bo, zahid ... damn so hard to explain la .. hope i helped them anywayz =) !! .. lol .. bo .. took the initiative like .. so late 9 plus or 10 plus to come over .. to zahid's void deck for me to teach la .. haha .. just hope she gets what i teach .. sorry if u dont get it .. i was like so tired of explaining la .. and was like so fucking tired ... with all their rubbish .. haha .. oh well ..
Now its like 3 am plus la .. and im still at zahid's house .. elly and zahid sleeping away .. and im awake .. not sure how to go home .. LOL !! sighh .. oh well soon enough gonna be handled .. i cant go on like this .. tmrw how ?? !?!? omg !! lol .. has smoking outside .. talking to emy haha .. was talkng to emy a while .. than pass it to has la .. cause i wanna blog !! lol .. oh well thats all i have to blog i guess .. !! Bye .. just hope tmrw everything goes fine !!
Ru*Zainipostedat 3:08 AM
Friday, December 08, 2006
Wednesday ?? nothing happen la .. i think .. lol .. Im suffering from STM i think .. haha .. alright than thursday ... wooo .. study for friday test la eh .. which is today ? lol !! .. was alright la .. did the paper .. was quite ok .. but theory totally gone case .. =P !! cant remember what i studied oh well .. and on that thursday WOOT !! a lot of things happen =) everything happens for a reason !!
Oh ya .. now i remember what happen on wednesday hahaha !! .. accompany sallehin to go buy phone .. nokia 6233 .. nice phone la sia ... especially the thought of it being $0 .. oh than after that i went to my aunt's house .. so long never meet the so call babies haha .. miss them .. ! i took a snapshot of my aunt's youngest daughter .. she was playing around on the chair haha .. !
Hmph .. !! than today !! the friday !! haha .. eat a lot today i think .. ate mac in the morning with has at around 10 ... than eat toast bread after the test around 12 ... than go eat lots of titbits ... until like 4 plus .. than go eat fried kway teow mee ... ya thats it i guess .. haha .. later going eat again !! Look what I and janice bought at cheers and all the load of titbits we ate .. in IT2743 - SAD lab class haha !!
Alright the lab ended early just now .. my networking night class .. 9 finish le .. i got home like just few mins ago .. 9.45 .. i was suppose to meet yani la eh .. to pass her microsoft cd .. she wants it .. i totally forgot to call her when i was done with lesson .. than i just took 22 home .. cause i cancelled the meeting with zahid and has .. than when i was in the bus .. than shyt .. i just remembered i had to meet her .. so sorry man ! lol .. than she say she gonna meet me .. in the morning later .. alright i guess .. than janice sms me to help her .. on her electronics ... so the first thing i got home .. i helped her .. =) !! lol .. than after that in the bus ride also .. my aunt msg me .. say wanna go east coast tmrw ?? go cycling around 2 after she was done with work .. than gonna eat satay ... im not sure yet whether i wanna follow or not .. but i like hanging out with them .. but im too tired to think .. see how tmrw than lol ..
Sometimes i feel ... i would always be there for everyone .. but no one would ever be there for me ... sighh .. oh well .. thats life i guess .. And im sorry .. if i talk about something than cut it off halfway .. i just feel stupid sometimes .. talking about that topic or wat .. guess i think too much .. oh well sorry .. !
Ru*Zainipostedat 10:31 PM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Ok i had a fight again with my dad on sunday la because he went out straight when he heard my mom's parents wanna come ... but didnt blog about it .. cause like everything happens .. and i dont kinda want to wash my dirty linen in public .. but i just have to blog it now .. because he acts like everything is ok already ... sighh .. -.-
Got OS projects .. and lots of test coming up ... havent been handling everything fine ... oh well .. i think everything will go fine .. if i just get my lazy bum to do work haha .. and im not sure which specialisation to choose yet .. havent think properly ... oh well .. me and my fickled mindedness .. never ever know what i want ..
Other than all of that ... had a very nice chat with atik today ... thanks atik !! nice chat ... =) we talk about almost everything.. !! ok thats all ... want go study or something .. byez !
Ru*Zainipostedat 8:46 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Haha damn tired last night .. dead asleep sia .. first time .. Woke up cause my sis-in-law message .. hah .. forget give my passport back .. lol i totally forgot about my own passport also i told her .. Dont worry bout it !!
Darn .. !! the database project and all the tests coming up .. havent study and do .. shyt shyt !! Gonna do everything in a few hours ... So unlike me !! ... Oh well ... lol .. so chop chop .. !
Ru*Zainipostedat 11:00 AM
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Woot .. Woke up as early as 7.30am to get ready everything haha .. than took off around 8.30am with my mom just so she could send me to my bro's house so my sis-in-law parents meet us and straight away can go. But my mom never follow cause she have no passport and she not that comfortable or i not sure what la haha ..
Well .. at first was awkward .. cause i not close with my sis-in-law parents and stuff haha .. but as time goes along this and that ... everything got into place .. and was fine .. i had the time of my life .. damn the waterfall .. although it was kinda drizzling and raining .. and the water was so damn cold .. i had the best time that i never had ever lol !! .. had slides .. my sis-in-law say last time the slides hadnt installed yet .. and cool la .. the slides ... =) !!
Than we kinda reach the kota tinggi waterfalls like ... hmphh 10 plus ?? than bath until like 2 plus only .. after that go around shopping .. and stuff .. than go jusco also .. to shop .. than lots of stuff la .. all over at malaysia haha .. reach home like around 9 plus i think .. my sis-in-law parents send us home .. well home which is my home .. cause my bro and sis-in-law want go see my mom haha .. than we watched material girl .. the dvd where we bought at XTRA lol ... well not sure where also.. haha so now like 11.30 pm while im bloggin they going home haha ..
Alright now let the pictures do the talking .. im tired to blog so much and too detailed .. and who would read anywayz lol ..
Woot the waterfall view .. just had to take a shot of it ..
Lol the freaking monkey trying to touch our stuffs!
Me and my sis-in-law
Me lol .. lame
Hah my niece alya on the left and my sis-in-law's sis's son lol!
Haha the spread we had at Fish Market?? .. known as fish & Co. at Jusco!
Lol had more pictures taken together la everywhere we went .. but wasnt on my phone cam .. cause i scared it get spoilt due to the water haha .. Precaution over the WATER !! dont want my phone spoil cause of it again ..
Ru*Zainipostedat 11:13 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
The good news first la than bad news lol .. Actually was intending to go with my aunt for camping one night at east coast .. than my sis-in-law call me yesterday and ask if i wanna follow them go "Kota Tinggi" not sure whats in english .. but a place where got waterfall than can swim .. lol .. thats what everyone been telling me la .. She said go with her parents and my bro and the baby .. than i said ok lor .. cause like i never been anywhere before outside of s'pore but had to ask my mom first la .. lol .. but still have the weird feeling la .. with my sis-in-law parents .. never talk to them or anything haha .. hope everything goes great!
So heres the stupid or bad news lol .. I quarrel with my dad .. or i told him off .. or whatever la ... cause he was being irritating .. keep comment here and there ... and i really like totally shut him up ... he was saying like .. "Eat beside ur laptop"? or something like that .. than i was like .. my business la ... not u pay also .. than he say dunno what .. than i was like .. i told him .. u have no idea what people think of u outside .. everyone and all .. than he bring up topic about money .. like let them think of me like that la .. at least i dont ask them for money or wat .. than i like told him .. money isnt everything and a lot la .. i told him off ... like cannot go in grave with money .. lol .. than he lose already or what .. he told me .. dont talk to him anymore .. than i shoot him back .. totally .. i told him .. who talking to u in the first place ?? dont need to talk to u also .. i told him .. than he keep quiet .. everything happen so fast .. cause i was totally annoyed of how he kept commenting .. when he dont even care .. sighh ... oh well.
Haha .. than few mins ago .. my sis-in-law .. say la .. go meet at her mom's place .. than take care with her parents alone ... than they go fetch my bro and her .. than i was like .. no dont want . haha paiseh .. than not sure what i deciding to do .. but she ask me sleep at their house .. oh well see how .. !